E'zzati's Secret.

@nightmaresbeforexmas!.

*22 December 2008
1234hrs met Hot Didi at DG Mrt coz we wanted to
go to Plaza Singapura to celebrate our bday :D i was
early n hungry so we went to KFC to eat. while queuing i
wanted to say "Toasted Twister" but i accidentally said
"Twisted Toaster"!. Lol... Lol... when we were eating she
said that i should cut my hair n wear a skirt n hairband to
sch coz i wld look damn pretty [omg she used e word "damn"!]
Lol... Lol... then e rest of e conversation was like this:

E'zzati Said: Lol... Lol... haha dont want...
Didi: WHY?~
E'zzati Said: pretty is not what i aim for!. mwahaha ;)
Didi: HA~ then what do you aim for?~
E'zzati Said: haunting. *grins mischievously*
Didi: *asked really innocently* what?~
E'zzati Said: HAWnTing!. [HAWT+HAUNT=HAWnTing]
Didi: HMPH!.

Lol... Lol... so yah. that, n hotdorkanista!.
went to daiso n spotlight but was let down.
catched up on e gossip n schlife n boys n jokes n
things n boys. i know, i typed boys twice.
Lol... Lol... haha Gong D n Seun'g Ti!. :D

went to Mcd n i bought my dessert choice.
THANKS HOT CIK AMIT FOR THE PREPAID CARDS!. :D
THANKS HOT DIDI FOR WRAPPING IT!. :D


stayed n talked at DG MRT, then i left coz
i was meeting Hot Mum, Nyai, Im, n Nabs at
AMKTC. was still early so i went to amk lib.
woo hoo hotdorkanista all e way!. :D
so then i just met em at e AMKTC Pizza Hut :D

when discussing what to order Hot Im asked
"eh, tu maggi eh?!." n me n Hot Nabs cldnt
stop laughing!. Lol... Lol... he meant pasta XD
then e PHuteress asked him if he wanted his
ice cream "together or after?." guess what...

it came BEFORE!. not tgt, not after, BEFORE!.
Lol... Lol... XD so me n Hot Nabs laugh agn.
then i think e PHuteress paiseh ald coz after
that e PHutMger served us. but he also lousy,
anyhow say my bstix is cinammon!.



Hot Iman actually asked for Apple Juice lol :)
n his icecream is so lame lah!. Lol... Lol...
oh saw this retro car it's sooo cool!. Lol... Lol...

*23 December 2008
went out with Hot Mum to AMKTC. met Hot Wak K,
then walked ard AMK Hub, then went to Banquet.
met Hot Wak Lan n Rasyidin :) joked, then Hot Mum n
i went to This Fashion coz i wanted a new dress :D
found some funnyones as a fashionjoke but didnt buy.

i found 2!. yay me punk-aHAWnT-ass!. :D
Dress #1: brown. i know. BROWN!. but i like it~
Dress #1: rose pink, custard yellow, mocha brown.
so random right!. but they were e best finds so i
got both :D cant wait to wear em!. ask me out!. :D

then i finally went to AMK Lib. it was kinda
empty, got some nice bks but i was too lazy to
carry some so ima come back another day :)

*24 December 2008
reached ITE Clementi at ard 1013, n only
Ms Aisha n Joanne was there!. woo i was e
1st to arrive!. Lol... Lol... when i entered e
1st thing that Joanne did was tapped my head at
e fringe there!. Lol... Lol... *pulls a dollface* X)

when everyone reached we warmed up, practiced e
1st song. e girls went out to practice. they said i was
kinda flat so i was like "oh, ok" coz i also know n
paiseh ald. when i reached hm i recorded myself in e
same way i practiced n it was SUPERLEMAU!.

Lol... Lol... so now i paisehlah!~ Ms Aisha just asked
me to do my homework before next session :) after
that we practiced e 2nd song, which i felt more
comfy with coz i grew up listening to it!. YAY :)
n of coz, i didnt sound as LEMAU as before!. Lol... Lol...

after session i followed VDGHotties Liyana, Ashraf, n
Muhammad to eat at foodcourt coz Ying Qi wanted to
eat at LJS but Clementi is LJS-free -_-" Lol... Lol...
i was really hungry!. e lemon tea is pathetic!. RAWR.
btw. for e 1st time ever, i was e 1st person to finish!. :D


e other 2 girls were eating prata [in their own world] then
VDG Ashraf started "disturbing" em!. Lol... Lol... he asked if
they wanted him to help em tear[?] their prata into
smaller pieces coz they were eating slowly. guess what!.
in end HE WAS E LAST PERSON TO FINISH!. Lol... Lol...

im so sick~ now. i wna cook somein that will warm me up
but i cant think of anything!. i keep thinking of desserts n
cold drinks!. pluss!. i still hvnt found my souljacket yet... :(
it rained alot today. must be Singapore's version of snow.
global warming what... Lol... Lol...

lastly!. another reason why this post is
called mynightmarebeforexmas is
bcoz recently i keep getting nightmares!.
its usually ard 0800hrs so after that i
dont feel like sleeping back. weird!.


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@random

Get Your Sexy Name

*i've skipped 2 VDGsessions so here's a somein!. :D

i love how fun they r onstage n how they r just
not boring or e usual kind. n it's 1 of my fav songs, n
i think they did they best cover version so far!.
MOSAIC WHISPERS ROCK!. Lol... Lol... :D


FORK is just awesome!. :D

*this pisses me off!. REALLY!. RAWR!.
it's a promo card for ITE's Event Mngmt. okay so i
may be jealous, but it's EVENT MNGMT!. i think that
they should at least put a EVMhottie on it!. like,...
EVM has sooo many betta hotties that deserve it!. RAWR!.


*New Year Party At Marina Bay.
anyone saw e ad?. they actually used e
song Damaged by Danity Kane!. Lol... Lol...
*reflects on e memories* i wonder why!.

*recently i did somein rather naughty!. ;D
I PRANK-TAGGED SOMEONE!. ;D
he actually entertained me back n i
really had fun. i think he had fun too ;D
i really hope that he'll nv know it's me coz i
think if he does it might disappoint him.
oh well it was fun while it lasted :)

*last but never e least,....
MY STEPDAD ROCKS!. :D

TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@coziknowhowifeelaboutyounow.

*tue
went to Dahtaran Pahlawan for awhile!.
i like e word PAHLAWAN!. like cool hahaha :)
finally found Dry Pisang Salai!. or wtv it is
called. left 1 packet only!. DAMMIT.

its not as dry as i like it tho. but wtv. anw,
otw back e airon in e car stopped working!.
DAMMIT DAMMIT!. Lol... Lol... oh well i wanted
some MCR for my bday!. but not like this!. X)


anw, some random photos of e hols. my
final camwhoring moment with my long fringe.
i love e lighting in this pic n how emo i look haha :)


L: A LOUSY LOGO!. i tot it was LPINE SPORT.
as in ler-pine, or l-p-ine. it's ALPINE!. sheesh.
Lol... Lol... so lame but 3outta5 ppl tot so too.

M: KINDERJOY!. a new version of Kinder Surprise!.
takes some getting used to, but it beats Kinder Surprise!.
R: how e inside looks like. also, there's actually like
cookie/wafer/biscuit pieces innit so it's more like
Kinder Bueno than Kinder Surprise. i was kinda shocked n
super excited when i saw it n bought it for e 1st time.
e petrolcashier tot i was crazy!. Lol... Lol...

what a weird n messed up vacation!. i kinda
like how twisted it turned out to be tho. heh.
RAWR!. kinda looking forward to sch reopen!.
hopefully e JAN INTAKE HAS MORE BOYS!.
Lol... Lol... Cheers :D TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@mightnotfeelthesamewaytml.

*mon
went to Melaka Sentral, ate at A&W,
then i started feeling really awful!. seriously
physically i was like dying!. suddenly felt
supercold n tummypain n headache,...

so Hot Dad accompanied me as i
hold on in e car. was like trying not to
lose my mind/temper/soul/life!.
we were in front of a huge speaker at
Mydin, n they played really stupid music!.

when we reached e hotel carpark i
vomitted e moment i stepped outta e car!.
twice!. REALLY TOT I WAS GNA DIE!. funny
thing is e boys just watched in shock!. heh i
think they also didnt know what to do!.

in room i shitted, then washed up n
felt betta. e rest went to e Pasar Malam so
i asked Hot Uncle Joe if it is possible that i
borrow his laptop. so i did!. n there was an
internet connection!. wooo hooo!~

weird thing is most of em r in mly, even
fster!. ya i know i cld change but it was
interesting haha. i decided that life is short,
you'll nv know when you're gna die!.
so i added some ppl on fster n msged those
who i think is em but not sure ;)
IT WAS A REALLY SCARY DAY!.
i seriously tot i was gna die!.
i'm sooo glad im still alive!.
TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@andiwnagetwhatiwant.

*sun
in e morn i had slight fever hurrhurr. went to
eat at Chicken Rice shop. i didnt really
eat actually. just drank lotsa lemon tea. it was
really nice!. they had desserts [some jelly thing],
so i poured it into my cup coz it tastes betta :D

halfway drinking, I SPILLED MY DRINK!. so
embarrassing!. a few seconds later Hot E e [+Rafi]
spilled a drink too!. so it's not my fault!.
Lol... Lol... they spilled STRAWBERRY drink hahaha

otw to e car there was this traffic policeman.
he asked us to "wait for e light", so we were like
"okay!. :D" then when we crossed we turned back
HE WASN'T THERE ANYMORE!. Lol... Lol... so we
"bangga" ar tot we Ghost Whisperers!. Lol... Lol...

at night went to [newsch]Umbai to eat. quite
pathetic actually compared to e oldsch one!.
haha since my jeans were dirty from e "teabath"
this morning, i wore my WHITE SKINNY JEANS!.
we reached n i realized i got my PERIOD!. haha -_-"

they had a tv there n e channel showing was
Jom Dansa [=Let's Dance] but you know what!,
e programme that was on was WWE!. WRESTLING!.
Lol... Lol... haha what?, wrestling is e new dancing?.
Lol... Lol... n oh e Hardy Boyz r still alive!. haha woo :D

there were lotsa cats over there!. but there was
this 1 cat then went across my chair n just
sat up beside me n posed!. POSED!. it's white but
it had a cute like thunder-shaped mark on it's
tail n on e top of e head!. cool right!. it's eyes were
greenish-turquoise. so hot!. i love it!~
MY DREAM CAT!. :D


i fed it a cockle, n it bit it like superfast!. like
instantly!. it's reflexes were insanely quick!.
superdamncool!. i miss it so much now.
after eating we went to Mydin. finally saw a
cute Malaysian mat [but not rep :)]!. :D

he wore this really cute tee n he caught
me reading it so he smiled at me!. 77% CUTE!.
i smiled back lah... then he like signalled at me
asking whether i want his shirt or not!. Lol... Lol...
82% CUTE!. Lol... Lol... i just laughed :D

Mydin was more pathetic than Tesco.
but at least it had a cute boy!. hee hee.
i miss my homeboys now :) TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@wheremypartypeopleat.

*sat
left for Malacca early morn. weather was nice, i wanted
to walk hm!. oh i saw a mackik wear baju kurung with
eyeball patterns!. twisted but so cool!. :) then went to
e Malaccanistas Castle. i think i ate most of e
Javanese Choc'z [Tempe] that they served!. mwahaha :)

they said recently they saw an inverted crescent moon, n
it had 2 stars on top so it looked like a smiling moon.
means, e end of e world is coming!. :$ scary!.
then some of us left to see some cows [really], but
Hot Nabs n i stayed back n they let us watch their tv!. :D

it was really cool, they had KBS channel!. hee hee :D
watched Hitz, they played Colby O' Donnis What You Got
acoustic vid n i think its a lil betta then e real one!. haha
after that Fall For You, Word Up [Korn], Forever [Chris B],...
quite cool!. haha then left for Everly Resort Hotel Room 204.

e hotel name so lame n unglam!. EVERLY. mwahahaha.
went to Tesco. dimelo?, their KFC had no ketchup!.
n they dont carry Shrooms Burger!. RAWR. then e
boys went to go get icecream for emselves!. shocking!.
i tot only girls eat icecream!. Lol... Lol...

at Tesco Hot Nabs n i bcame e packers for a
night. you know, put purchases in e plastic bags.
fun!. Lol... Lol... oh n coincidentally, Hot Dad wore a
polo tee that looks like a Grade A imitation of e
uniform!. Lol... Lol... we managed to get a JPEG :)


OTW TO E HOTEL I SAW A SIGN!. looks like
"SATAN ->" so for a moment i tot i was e
REAPER!. after re-reading it it was actually
"SANTAN ->"!. Lol... Lol... XD

at e hotel lobby we saw this statue.
looks so wrong!. Lol... Lol... it's actually just e
lighting behind it but wtv. Lol... Lol...


oh i bought new shoes!. e front of e sole is
really slippery but e back heel has a strong grip.
cool right!. like fun like that can slide2 controllably :D
oh e cutehottie is my cuz, Dzulfadzly!. he's
Dzulkhairi's bro. he was looking at my shoes haha :D


in e room Hot Nabs n i started camwhoring :)


WE SAID SO!. :D


we got invaded!. L: Hot Dad R: Hot Uncle Joe :D


i decided to take somepics to commemorate
my 18yo "HOTDORKANISTA" campaign!. :D

borrowed Hot Mum's glasses... Lol... Lol...


HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY/TRIP/YEAR:
i was ALMOST named Qurratul Ain!.
n my nname wld be Ququ!.

Lol... Lol... can you imagine!. after
living 18yrs of my life as E'zzati i realized
that i was almost Qurratul!. can you imagine!.
going to qurratulsaid.blogspot.com!.
reading Qurratul's Secret?!. Lol... Lol...

THANK GOD I'M

TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@juststartjumping!.

*SCREAM!*


*SCREAM! SCREAM!*


19 December 2008!.
14:41:45!.
THE BLACK PARADE IS MINE!.

RAWR!!!!!!!! *SCREAM!~*
I INTERRUPT THIS HOLIDAY~ BLOGPOSTS TO
MAKE AN IMPORTANT SPECIAL ANNOUNCEMENT!.

THE BLACK PARADE IS DEAD IS MINE!.
RAWR!. i was missing MCR alot after Sdo session so i
went to Juncti8n Sembawang Music Centre.
it was just sitting there for me!. i freak out n took it.
it's only $20.90!. so damn underbudget!. i freak out some more.

this yr i had ard $50 as disposable bday cadeau!. :)
i intended to buy a live concert dvd of somein that
i can enjoy n learn from that's under $50, n then just
donate wtv that's left... so when i found out it's $20.90,
i freak out n got super high!. RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

so everybody should get a copy!. if you dont want it
then you can give it to me!. WOOOO!~ Lol... Lol...
okay okay calm down. YEAH RIGHT IT IS AWESOME!.
okay e 1st cd is e set list that they played in Mexico.
e 2nd cd is e dvd, which has 2 concert shows!. 8D

Live In Mexico City is a massive concert!.
they showed a bit of bckstage action, then MCR
came on fulldressed n everything!. they even blasted
confetti!. sooo damn cool n stylo n awesome!. 8D
Live In Hoboken, NJ is mini concert!.
it's more personal n raw, they played some songs
from e previous albums n everything. fantabulous!. 8D

I LIVED THE BLACK PARADE!. :D
I LOVE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!. :D
TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@let'sdanceinstyle,let'sdanceforawhile.

*fri
Happy E'zzati Said Day 2008!. :D
Lol... Lol... basically ytd i was MRT-ing, n my
Hotstuffs had ald texted to wish me!. Lol... Lol...
n they were like 3+-texts wordcount so it was
like hving stories to read before sleeping!. X)

e 2nd batch texted like in e early morn, so i was
damn tired!. Lol... Lol... reached sch ard 0930+-.
1 funny part was when i was walking into sch n i saw
Mrs Quek n she just said hi to me n walked away. i was
obviously late for her session!. Lol... Lol...
in e end she didnt teach us :) so i didnt wna go to class n
interrupt so i just sat at e foyer n listened to my mp3.
watched e pondfish being fed. Britney's Womanizer came
on n i finally saw 1 of my eyecandies!. woohoo!~
GREAT WAY TO START MY SCHBDAY!. :D

then i met up with e HottIes n Poo was like
"ehh!~ E'zzati~ happy birthday~" *in his accent* lol :P
then e rest also wished me :) at cteen i bought cchop so
they sang e bday song as i cut my breadbun!. Lol... Lol...
otw to EPL i saw another 1 of my eyecandies!. OMG!. 8D

was happy to see him!. he hasnt been ard lately so
i was just shocked n loving it at e same time!. 8D
then i saw Ms Nair n she wished me n gave me a hug :)
in D305 HottIes "kopp-ed" this banner thingy that's been
there all e while n recycled it for me!. Lol... Lol...

since i didnt get whacked they made me wear it!.
supposed to wear it till e last period, but it was e last
period so i just took photos with it n took it off X)


in class i managed to change my $ woo hoo!. haha :)
then Raynard suddenly started singing [twice]
"i walk a lonely road~" so i just laughed XD
i intended to give out choc'z to some hotties but
most of em didnt come RAWR RARR RARR!.

some hotties had to work T_T so i just went hm n
interneted my heart out!. youtubed, fsterd, fbked,
mspaced, googled, wtv else!. stopped to pack at
ard 1700, but instead i just stoned in my rm!.
Lol... Lol... thought of what bag to bring :)

i was really unmotivated, so i just packed boystyle.
you know!. just-dump-everything-i-need style :D
so my bag this time seems like a bomb instead of
a bazooka!. Lol... Lol... at night we HotSaids left, n
Hot Nabs n i decided to be sarcastic so we dressed like
typical minah's camp attire!. mwahahahaha then we
started talking in minah terminology!. Lol... Lol...

E'zzati Said: ehh niari kiter tonn kat rumah Rafi kan
Nabs Said: ah. nanti kat malaysia aku nak beli cap ah.
E'zzati Said: wtv lahh~

so lame right!. i ran outta thing to say. otw there 1
house had sucha HUGE tv i can see theyre watching
Ghost Whisperer from e road!. blahblahblah, we reached
Hot Wak K's castle!. kinda celebrated my bday there.
they managed to get ONIONLESS CHICKEN MURTABAK!. 8D


i was feeling vicious!.


i decided to take a decent picture so i took some of
Hot Wak K's decor flowers n put e Happy Birthday signthingy
in 1 of em. turned out rather beauty pageant-ish!. Lol... Lol...


me being "MIANG" on my bday!. Lol... Lol...


so that concludes 2008's E'zzati Said Day!. :D
THANKS EVERYHOTSTUFF!. :D
TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@seventeenforever!.

*mon
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA!. :D

*tue
despite not hving SW lesson, i woke up especially
early today coz i wanted to SAR. at Bishan Int met
HottIes Matilda, n she was like "ooh, no s&w." when
i reached ITE Bishan, SAR n STUDHUB is CLOSED!.
RAWR ite is so inefficient!. so i just sat at foyer.
bummed, think of how i can make my BZC ppt work,
bummed somemore, n watched who kena ITE'd :D

when HottIes Sufiyan n David reached i complained,
then Sufiyan asked why i tied my hair up agn, so i said
"oh i wanted to revive my those days when i was 17".
Lol... Lol... then they went to class, i continued to
listen to my mp3. in class somein weird/funny happened!.

HottIes RAYNARD THREW HIS SHOE!.
n it hit Hotties Liyana n she actually managed to
catch it!. i was as shocked as she was!. dimelo?,
RAYNARD'S SHOE SIZE IS LIKE... 13?!. Lol... Lol...
then Liyana started crying out of shockness so i
said "i dno whether to laugh or to cry" ROFL!.
in e end i laughed n i cried XD TxT -_-"

later at MKTG we exchanged papers to mark, so...
E'zzati Said: i wonder who got my paper.
Liyana: why?
E'zzati Said: coz only Fir can interpret my handwriting!. hee hee XD
*its a semi-inside joke so if you dont get it nvm... :)*
*after marking session, Fir comes up to me n passed my paper*
E'zzati: I KNEW IT'S YOU!. *Lol... Lol...*

somewhen during lessons Hotties Raynard walked pass at e
other side of sch n he did \m/ at me!. Lol... Lol... so random!.
at BZC i finally presented. went quite gd actually except for e
stupid cable!. Lol... Lol... at 1pt it was somein like
HottIES: E'zzati. e slides. purple. it was green. slide. purple.
*i stared at it trying to find somein thats wrong*
HottIES: ...or is it supposed to be purple?.
E'zzati: ya... haha OH~ *Lol... Lol... -_-"*

*wed
class supposed to be at D304, but HottIes just settled at
D305. when e tcher came, HottIes Poo suddenly RAN outta
05 n into 04. so e tcher said this time nvm coz we settled ald,
so we didnt move to 04. when Poo entered everyone laughed!.
Lol... Lol... POO GOT IES'D!. Lol... Lol... XD

then we were asked to write abt somein that we r
grateful for in our life on a neon starssticker so i wrote:
THANKS A BILLION FOR THE LOVE!.
IT WAS THE ROAR OF THE CROWD THAT
GAVE ME HEARTACHE TO SING!. CHEERS!.

otw to A302 HottIes Stanley, Poo, Resi, n Faris were
sitting at e foyer. n i heard em say my name so i waved at
em n continued walking. then David catched up n told me that
they were singing "i walk a lonely road~" Lol... Lol... when
they reached they were like "i walk a lonely road~ ah ah ah ah~"
Lol... Lol... then Stanley started asking abt my youtube vid n
why i chose that song,... Lol... Lol...

at MKTG Ms Ema asked me why i bought GREEN laces, n
if it was bcoz of Greenday!. Lol... Lol... i just said bcoz it was
cheaper. actually i also dno!. it was a subconscious decision!.
in truth they all costed e same!. but to me it's "cheaper" bcoz
i think e other colors production CostPrice were less so
green is more worth it!. n there were 2 left just nice for me!.
Lol... Lol... i love my laces!. Lol... Lol...

then HottIes Matilda n me went shopping at Co op n Sasa n
got Liyana involved in e whole shebang. Matilda bought a
skirt n tweezers [i think?] n i bought new sch pants!. :D
e right size this time!. i look sooo gd innit that i even
inspired e security guard to buy!. E'zzati is the Hottie!. hee XD

*thu
at AMK MRT i sat at 1 corner of e seat n a cute guy came
n sat at e other side!. i was like happily reading his
badges on his laptop bag from afar when an old woman
came n sat in e middle of us!. DAMMIT!. RAWR RARR RARR.

so i was bored n turned up e volume of my mp3.
THE OLD WOMAN STARTED HEADBANGING!. Lol... Lol...
then i was really bored so i switched to a Shakira song to
see whether she wld start bellydancing... she didnt!.
Lol... Lol... BOO TO THE OLD WOMAN!. :P in e MRT there was
1pt where i checked my hair at e MRT reflection n
she also checked her hair!. WEIRD!. Lol... Lol...

met HottIes Fiqah n Aishah at BV MRT, then met e
rest n cabbed to Woking Rd. e place is like damn secluded!.
it was raining but e stupidcabuncle didnt stop us near
a shelter!. then still wna charge us extra!. RAWR.
if i owe anyone $ take it as my bday present k!. hee hee :)

it was a really eye-opening experience for me!. :D
i had fun n everything elze. quite a cool way to
spend my last 17yo life n just reflect :D


i took some "Gingerbreads from Germany" *inside joke* :)


DESIGNERS DOMINATION!.
E'ZZATI SAID + ANJA LANDGRAF = GLOR LABAOD!.
Lol... Lol...


THANKS EVERYONE!. for making spending my
last 17yo life++ with me. i love you all!. :D
TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@onetwoonetwooneninenineoh!.

12 DECEMBER 2008!. :D
BDAY SPECIAL POST!. :D
FIRST OF ALL, LET'S SING!~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO E-APOSTROPHE-DOUBLE Z-ATI!.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!~ YEAH!~

SO I AM 18!. :D
Heehee~ Lol... Lol...
where do i begin!~

I WILL STAY A VIRGIN TILL I'M MARRIED!.
Lol... Lol... seriously!. i kinda hv decided to
be -ahem- faithful in e future!. so i suppose i
dont mind if i hv to get married anymore!.
Lol... Lol... okay maybe i might need some help haha :D

I WILL NOT SMOKE!.
i've stopped considering. coz it'll affect my
performance n image [both physical n not].
not even shisha!. i dont care i wont :D

I WILL NOT DRINK!.
bcoz drunkards will spit on sober ppl n
i hate that!. also coz it'll affect my performance,
n i kinda always wna stay sharp n alert, so yah :D

I WILL NOT PATRONIZE CLUBS!.
no matter how much i love dance n
no matter how much i love rockin out n
hving a gd time. i you know i you know i :D

I WILL NOT BE MEAN UNNECCESSARILY!.
so yeah. i'll try to be nicer, do more gd deeds,...
hopefully dont hate as much too lol ;)

okay, so i suppose everything happens for a gd reason.
i'm really gg overseas on e wkend of my bday after all.
so sad!. i hv to be away from my fav places n hotstuffs.

but wtv. RAWR i think ima just like shop daydream sing dance n
take lotsa photos. i hv no hopes n expectations. hopefully
somein random n interesting happens!. anw...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY HOTTWIN!. :D
Deo keuge oechyeoboja jayu!. [=Scream louder, FREEDOM!.]
TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@like i've seen you before, 'bout a million times.

A VERY TOUCHING STORY!.
i was just doing my normal stalking bness, when
i came across this very touching story. i cried alot when
i finished, n i cant bear to delete it, so i'll just
post it here so that i will always hv e story n so that
you can read it too. i hv edited e not impt part, you can
read e real one in e archive of e real source itself :D

Credit: http://who-the-hell-invented-blogs.blogspot.com

.!THE VERY TOUCHING STORY!.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008 ( 10:01 PM )

hey its me sham/sam/som
hehe the main reason im bloggin now is to tell u
a real life story of a friend of mine....

his name is ZAINAL the skater dude...and the photography dude...
anyway me and ZAINAL were chillin today as class ended early today...
while chillin at MAC(ONE CURRYSAUCE PER PERSON PLACE...-.-)
ZAINAL told me of an event that happened yesterday at 4am in the mornin...
this is wat he said.. JENG JENG JENG!!

ZAINAL-dude yesterday rite....i fainted sial!!!!!

SHAM-wat????y?????(i knw very caring rite....)

ZAINAL-it was a scary situation seh.....it happened at 4 am in the mornin...

SHAM-really?wat happened??(eating fries WIT ONE PACKET CURRYSAUCE STINGY MAC!!!)

ZAINAL-I saw a ghost dude...it was so shocking that i fainted...kau tau kan aku kan lemah so
aku takut gile....(translation-im a chicken who is afraid of everytin....)

SHAM-SERIOUS????

ZAINAL-i really fainted....i rmbred i woke up around 8 after i faitend...

SHAM-so did the thing disturb u?did u see it that morning??

ZAINAL-no it didnt disturb me...and no i didnt see it...but i saw sumtin else....

ZAINAL-the thing i saw was my towel that i hangged yesterday.....

SHAM-HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA U Fainted cause of a towel!!!!!!??????

ZAINAL-.......ya.....

hehehe so that was the story....
i really laughed my ass off knwin some1 fainted after seeing his towel...
haha but i guessed it was just pitch dark...and yeah his eyes were playin wit him...
but still..he fainted!!!!omg thats so funny....
so to all kukuhead readers...pls...support FFTRR
(FAINTING FOR THE RIGHT REASON)
DO NOT HANG UR TOWEL IN YOUR ROOM!

SAM=}
.!THE VERY TOUCHING STORY!.

Lol... Lol... 1st of all, i agree abt e currysauce thing!.
altho i know that i can always get more....
UhDduhkHeh, e benefits of being a hotstuff hee hee :D

secondly, I HV EXPERIENCED IT ALSO!.
once i woke up almost dawn, n i freaked out coz
i saw my towel n tot it was a ghost!. Lol... Lol...
i didnt faint, i just cried real bad. i didnt tell anyone till
now... i just feel like i should!. i find that i can somehow
relate to this story n they were they put it kinda
sounded betta than my situation. Lol... Lol... XD

now i still hang my towel inside my room, but my
towels has funky patterns so i doubt that ghosts r that
stylish [unless if it's Coco Chanel's ghost!]
[[then i'll be like WELCOME TO MY ROOM, CHANEL!. :D]]
Lol... Lol... you get e drift. this story really moved me!. ;)
hope this post made you smile!. :D
TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@there is no way to contain it.

*.!12 DEC PLANS!.*
MOOD: HOTDORKANISTA!.
HIGHLIGHT: GO TO SINGAPORE SCIENCE CENTRE!. :D
OR SINGAPORE DISCOVERY CENTER with funhotstuffs!. :D
OBJECTIVE: BE DORKY & TAKE LOTSA PICTURES!. :D
CAUSE: KNOWLEDGE-PURSUING!. :D
SOUNDTRACK: BIG BANG FT NO BRAIN [OH MY FRIEND]

i want 2008 to be my cake-free bday...
save your ducats darlingz!. i want my
Hotstuffs to be rich n looking hot!.
see im so sweet right~ ;D altho...
je voudrais un cadeau s'il vous plaît!. :D
[i wld like a present, pls!.] Lol... Lol...

`eat a random combo of Mcd dessert n toppings
`consume a blended somein
`dance my [sexy] butt off
`sing my heart out
`buy somein to satisfy 1 of my fashionation Dolce dreams ;)

but all e above might not happen coz i heard that
there's overseas family outing on e wk of my bday.
means i'll be rotting overseas agn!. RAWR RARR RARR.
i miss my bed i miss my computer i miss my pillows.
i kinda wna stay hm, stone, n polish up my technique!. :D
i really wna go to e Science/Discovery Centre n library...
RSVP if interested!. RAWR let's see how it goes :)

HEY HEY YOU YOU I DONT LIKE YOUR GIRLFRIEND~
NO WAY NO WAY THINK YOU NEED A NEW ONE~
HEY HEY YOU YOU I WANT TO BE YOUR GIRLFRIEND!.
Lol... Lol... for someone i know who will be hving his
special day too ;) you make me wna lala!. TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@myheart'sabttoburstintoathousandpieces.

*fri
HottIes had to go to FCP for a sch excursion, so i
didnt meet Hot Didi to walked to sch tgt. anw, she
wanted to hv an "emo walk" so i asked back,
"you mean you walk alone, walk alone~" Lol... Lol...
so i was at hm in toilet when,...

HottIes Sufiyan texted me asking if i wna meet at
AMK Mrt n go to DG Mrt tgt with "Coach D". so i agreed!.
but when i reach they weren't there so i went to e toilet to
put on lipgloss n sunscreen. in e end my "Set A Bodyguards"
left without me!. RAWR. so i took e next Mrt n ended up in
e same cabin as HottIes Beng!. when we reached DG Mrt i
saw Ms Nair n some HottIes so i go there lah!. [Lol... Lol...]

realized that i was e 1st girl to arrive!. RAWR!~
e Set A Bdgds still can complain say that i took sucha
long time!. Lol... Lol... after a bit we followed
HottIes Raynard [pinkpanther] coz he knew how to get to FCP :)
he won my best dressed male title for e day!. :D


at FCP we just walked ard n take funny pictures!.
dimelo?. 18hectares+- of Singapore is just FCP!.
Lol... Lol... then Ms Nair showed us where WOMAD
took place n i tot it was kinda funny coz i had
sucha different first impression of that area!. Lol... Lol...

my grand entrance!. :D


my walk of fame!. :D


i know you want it!~ ;D


see you on e flipside!. :D


KIDNAPPED!. :D


Hi5!. :D


BEST GROUP MALE PHOTO SO FAR!. :D


so we're walking down e line~ Lol... Lol...
we got hungry!. went for LJS at PS. had to wait for my
food. i specifically said no cheese, but they put it anw so
i quickly had to pick it out n i gave it to
HottIes Liyana n Sufiyan!. Lol... Lol... phew!.

when i ate it e egg was still uncooked!. so it kinda
"flowed" onto my thumb!. Lol... Lol... n they didnt
play any nice music!. i prefer e LJS outlet at Juncti8n!. :D

i decided to be considerate, convenient, n sweet so
i folded my paperplate n stuffed it inside my cup so
that when e uncle who come to clean e table it'll be
very easy n efficient!. :D Lol... Lol... when he finally
came i can tell that he appreciated it!. Lol... Lol... :D


I LOVE BOLT!. Lol... Lol... we look so cute tgt!.
Lol... Lol... HottIes Poo also agreed that it
looked like a certain person. imagination is key!. ;D
DAMMIT so cute i just wanted to bring it home.
i miss it ald!. Lol... Lol... listentothethunder!. :D


HAPPINESS IS THE NEW HOT!. :D


after bfast HottIes Poo n Beng walked with us.
you can only imagine how much funny it cld get!.
i laughed till i had no voice, but after awhile i cld
say like 5words/5minutes!. so i decided to save my
voice for VDG tml n i didnt talk after that n it sucks!.

SHORTY DOMINATION!. :D


JUST LOOKING ARD~ 8)


HottIES!. :D


still waiting :)


i love how e bckgrd is kinda blurrish n how clear i
appeared!. can use for a marketing campaign!.
"STAND OUT FROM THE BUSTLE!. USE... LABAOD!." :D


STATUE OF E'ZZATI!. :D


after everything Mrted to Bishan with HottIeSdo Liyana n
Sufiyan for Sdo Session. they re-made Britney's
Oops, I Did It Again inspired by 1 of my bad habits.
Lol... Lol... when we reached ITE Bishan it was quite
saddening... SO FEW PPL IN SCH!. Lol... Lol...

recapitulated on Mad routine. i love mad routine!.
Lol... Lol... otw home HottIeSdos decided to patronize e
newsch vending machines. i prefer e oldsch ones!.
just check out e cup... SO UNGLAM!~ Lol... Lol....


at hm i was otw to e toilet n i saw Hot Dad so
i asked him what he was doing n he taught me
how to juggle!. so random!. Lol... Lol... XD

so yeah it was really nice to do e randomstuffs.
a very way to spend my last Friday of my 17yo life.
THANKS EVERYONE!. :D

HERE'S A BEAUTIFULLY HAUNTING PHOTO FOR YOU!.

Cheers!. TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs