Monday, April 7, 2008

E'zzati's Secret!.

i last to greet the day
despite monsters underneath my bed.
i made this poem
of what's inside my head.

i climbed up a tree
with every drop of all my zeal
to stop n see
what life has to reveal.

on top of the tree
i turned behind
to see what landed me here
to look what i've done.

i saw white apparitions
that hv lived and die
and my little spirit still
couldnt find a the reasons why.

a little pain littered ard
lots of misleading clues
a bit of everything all over
some i didnt mean to lose.

some stolen memories
some solitary, some shared
some empty hopes and dreams
some things i never had.

some vivid moments
some safe kept
some ambiguous times
some i've forget.

everything that's there and done
those things that i learned
i felt that it is time now
for me to once agn turn.

bcoz of what i might find up front
i might never really know
where i'll be n what it's like
which way do i go?.

i cannot stay for long
on top of this tree
and keep myself from experiencing
what is mine to see.

i then looked down n stared upon
these cold hard floors
to realize that this path i walk
was made for a cause.

i'll make sure my path is clean
with carpets on the ground
bright lights shining to guide me along
as i parade on.
put on your shoes, let's enjoy this ride
don't forget to take my hand
as we take a step side by side
and see where we'll land.

and with the end in sight
my heart will go on
day after day, night after night
let's keep moving along!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

Sunday, April 6, 2008

E'zzati's Secret!.

i ripped e title outta Victoria Secret haha :)
let e alarms of RAPTURE ring!.
i hv decided to start a blog here mwahaha :)
so everytime u log into fster please rmb to read my blog!. :D

Hi Hotstuff!.
day after boring day, i was happy it was night time.
my teenlife hiatus sucks!.
it was dead boring so i went to my room

to lie down on my bed.
then i tot abt Ryan conferido,

which is not a bad thing to think abt!.

how random.
he wrote e original version of e poem below.
i decided to use it as a basis for

my 1st intro for my 1st entry. ha.

this one man. he had the ammo
to captivate me with his one-liners.
and with all due respect
i'll try to emulate on him
for a minute. charming.
but i know it. even if i put my work in.
my mind can't help but fail him
before his minute is up.

as always. all out.
and i won't even be able to tell you who this is about.
why it's important.
or why i wrote it.

Hee 8D
a hottie can only take so much slack n skint,

n then she really needs to MOVE.
so it was all laughs n jokes at in my room today.

farewell, dearInertia.
see u in september. tho we wont see e same, of coz.

lately i realised that SOMEONE has high expectations of me!.
[SEE!. that makes e 2 of us.]
he said i was gg to hv to work

even harder-er in e months to come,
but he was looking forward to accompany me

for my first $500 shopping spree.
i said likewise. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs