E'zzati's Secret.

@gotthehoodontheback.

a veryveryvery longpost. i hv come to e conclusion that
i will only blog longposts coz if it's too short that means
it's no that impt to be blogged n i can just scream it over
to your sexyears. so prepare yourself ald?. ok let's go!. just
wna blog abt somein off e top of my head [pun intended] :D

FBK FAMILY!. by now some of you might be aware that almost
all my immediate family members hv fbk accounts correct?. :)
well i've just realized how much it cld affect me!. for one, i cant
really do much naughty stuff!. Lol... Lol... but what really sunk
into me is that they cld upload files of you n tag you!. it might
seem fine at 1st, but what if they upload it without warning?!.
YOUR WHOLE DAMN FBK NETWORK MIGHT SEE IT BEFORE
YOU EVEN GET TO THE COMPUTER N NOTICE IT'S THERE!. :O

it's like hving a paparazzi that you happen to love. but luckily
my Hot Parents r still acceptably hip. i hv heard of a mum of
a friend who asks unknown guys in e network to go out with
her daughter [my friend]. embarrassing right?. like as if you
sooo desperate need parents to ask em to go out with you. :)

anw, e main reason on why i blog abt this is bcoz recently
Hot Mum posted an album of us celebrating Hot Nabs's bday,
n i was wearing THE TUDUNG!. :D so e i got informed almost
instantly abt it!. basically i looked funny in some of e picz coz
i was hving a BAD TUDUNG DAY. n i suppose some of em r
concerned coz they know how much i always wna look gd?.
THANKS HOTSTUFF FOR E HEADS UP + LOVE!. :D

yeahyeahyeah i m a rockstar n i dance n i wear e tudung,
so what!. just in case you're wondering,... im not a
minah tudung. i generally wear tudung when i go out. i dont
wear tudung when i m in sch uniform. i someimes dont wear it
even when i m outside sch uniform bcoz of special reasons
[sch events; performances]. n neither am i a makcik tudung
either. i dont wear cheap kebaya tops n ugly pants with crocs.
i dont wear cheap ugly tudungs that dont match. i dont stick
my hphone inside my scarf when i get a call. so this leads me
to stating some observations i made from real life situations.

[GUYS]
so far e guys that ive met hv been kinda cool with it. usually
they'll just make harmless jokes here n there abt it or just dont
mind at all. a guyfriend once told me it's bcoz guys think that
no matter what they wear they'll still look more stupid than e
girl next to em. Lol... Lol... i actually find it endearing!. X) eg:

HARMLESS JOKE 1
Guy: eh E'zzati you not coming to e chalet outing?.
E'zzati Said: haha nope why?. :)
Guy: HA!~ then if got ghost how?. you dont care abt us izzit?. :(
E'zzati Said: what does that hv to do with me!. Lol... Lol...
Guy: coz later none of us know any doas [prayers] then e ghost
will continue chasing us!. *makes a scared pitiful face*
E'zzati Said: ELEH!~ Lol... Lol... -_-"

HARMLESS JOKE 2
*guy is a bermudaslover, realizes i will be attending e outing.*
*guy knows im particular abt apparels so shows up in long pants*
E'zzati Said: ooh!~ new pants?. ;D
Guy: yah E'zzati see i wear long pants... tutup aurat like you~
E'zzati Said: ELEH!~ Lol... Lol... -_-"
Unknownminah: eh u pakai long pants?. no wonder so hsome~
*i laugh at e Guy e whole day but inside i was really touched X)*

what i hate abt it is that guys will just look down on me. it's like
they will assume that i cant speak english n talk to me in mly. n
maybe i look more innocent when i wear tudung or somein coz
they always tend to "babytalk" me!. n half of e time, i know that
i m actually as [or maybe even more] intelligent!. but dimelo?, i
find comfort in knowing that if they ever go overboard n i tell em,
they wldnt do it agn. or at least they'll try not to. YAY BOYS!. :D

[GIRLS]
so far e girls that ive met hv been a-okay with it. i hv received
cadeaus before such as coolpins to wear with my tudung
[non-floral], n insider info on where i can get gdlooking tudungs!.
plus, they'll tell me if my tudung is senget [impt!.] what saddens me
tho is when nontudungnistas criticizes other tudung-nistas. you dont
want to wear then no need to say other ppl ar!. n also e same thing,
it's like they presume that tudungnistas r backward. for example,

*i youtubeing for songs*
Girl: linkin park?. that's a rock band you know?.
E'zzati Said: i heart mcr i heart blink182 i heart greenday!.
Girl: oh, so you like rock eh? like ramly sarip?.
E'zzati Said: -_-" Lol... Lol... thats like eons ago!. i tot you
were gna say ramly burger btw rofl XD

i find that girls need to stick to each other more ;) but thats
not to say that all girls r mean. i do know some loooovely girls!.
moving straight ahead, this situation basically somehow segments
e ppl i know into 3 categories. those who
1: originally saw me as a tudungnistas!. :D
2: originally saw me as not wearing it!. :D
3: hv gotten e best of both worlds!. :D

i actually find ppl's reaction to it funny!. for example!.
3: eh E'zzati today if you wear tudung use e cute pin k or if you
not then you dont tie your hair up k
E'zzati Said: wah can request eh!~ Lol... Lol...
2: E'zzati!. why you wrap?!. *with e hand actions circling e head*
E'zzati Said: eh face stunned nvm but hidung maintain ar! Lol... Lol...
1: [FAVOURITE REACTION TO DATE] E'ZZATI!. WAAAAHHH!~
KELUAR PAKAI TUDUNG, TAPI KAT SEKOLAH RAMBUT CRAZY SEH!~
*touches my hair curiously [some actually sniff it also rofl]*
E'zzati Said: RAWR RARR RARR!. Lol... Lol... XD

talking abt hair!. i was told that many ppl esp my schmates can
recognize me from a far just by noticing at my hair!. cool!.
Lol... Lol... they hear me 1st + see my hair = E'zzati!. :D
anw, by coming clean with these tudungnistas situation of mine,
i hope that this explains why i dont attend some outings
[beach parties, picnics, sports games]. so next time pls avoid
planning outdoor events!. Lol... Lol... THANKS IN ADVANCE!. :D

AOB!. i hope this blogpost isnt offensive!. this is from my personal
perspective so feel free to story if any!. :) also!. im looking for
revolutionary tudungnistas!. Lol... Lol... basically im headhunting
[a lil pun intended] for tudung-wearers who r still glam, or r even
glammer than nontudungnistas!. or even if you're not one but hv
glam tudung pHOTos or funny ones do share n we can all keep
e glamness gg. HOODSISTERS SHOULD STICK TGT!. :D \m/

add me at fbk okay!. ;D Cheers!. TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs