E'zzati's Secret!.

i last to greet the day
despite monsters underneath my bed.
i made this poem
of what's inside my head.

i climbed up a tree

with every drop of all my zeal

to stop n see

what life has to reveal.

on top of the tree

i turned behind

to see what landed me here

to look what i've done.

i saw white apparitions

that hv lived and die

and my little spirit still

couldnt find a the reasons why.

a little pain littered ard

lots of misleading clues

a bit of everything all over

some i didnt mean to lose.

some stolen memories

some solitary, some shared

some empty hopes and dreams

some things i never had.

some vivid moments

some safe kept

some ambiguous times

some i've forget.

everything that's there and done

those things that i learned

i felt that it is time now

for me to once agn turn.

bcoz of what i might find up front

i might never really know

where i'll be n what it's like

which way do i go?.

i cannot stay for long

on top of this tree

and keep myself from experiencing

what is mine to see.

i then looked down n stared upon

these cold hard floors

to realize that this path i walk

was made for a cause.

i'll make sure my path is clean

with carpets on the ground

bright lights shining to guide me along

as i parade on.

put on your shoes, let's enjoy this ride

don't forget to take my hand

as we take a step side by side

and see where we'll land.

and with the end in sight

my heart will go on

day after day, night after night

let's keep moving along!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret!.

YES!.
i ripped e title outta Victoria Secret haha :)
let e alarms of RAPTURE ring!.
i hv decided to start a blog here mwahaha :)
so everytime u log into fster please rmb to read my blog!. :D

Hi Hotstuff!.
day after boring day, i was happy it was night time.
my teenlife hiatus sucks!.
it was dead boring so i went to my room
to lie down on my bed.
then i tot abt Ryan conferido,
which is not a bad thing to think abt!.

how random.
he wrote e original version of e poem below.
i decided to use it as a basis for
my 1st intro for my 1st entry. ha.

this one man. he had the ammo

to captivate me with his one-liners.

and with all due respect

i'll try to emulate on him

for a minute. charming.

but i know it. even if i put my work in.

my mind can't help but fail him

before his minute is up.

as always. all out.

and i won't even be able to tell you who this is about.

why it's important.

or why i wrote it.

Hee 8D
a hottie can only take so much slack n skint,
n then she really needs to MOVE.
so it was all laughs n jokes at in my room today.
farewell, dearInertia.
see u in september. tho we wont see e same, of coz.

lately i realised that SOMEONE has high expectations of me!.
[SEE!. that makes e 2 of us.]
he said i was gg to hv to work
even harder-er in e months to come,
but he was looking forward to accompany me
for my first $500 shopping spree.
i said likewise. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs