E'zzati's Secret.

@tenouttaten!.

HAPPY 2010!. :D ^^ \m/
i dno if i will post anything soon, so
i'll just wish you 1st. will post abt all
e details later. i know, many of you hv
told me that we've lasted another
decade,... but i've realized somein else.

I HAVE BEEN SINGLE FOR
18 AND A HALF YEARS STRAIGHT!.
[dont ask why half XP] tak laku seh~ :(

i told this to some HotBabes n they responded
with things like "oh gosh, wow, super woman"
or "SSYL [=Sad Sia Your Life.]" HAHAHA XD
then they'll start telling me abt their 100+
[just exaggerating] exes, n tell me that i should
find one [as in boyfriend, not ex HAHA] soon,
coz if world ends at 2012 then sad uh i nv exp
love before. i know i know, i hv less than 2 yrs!.
HAHAHA XD see, i am so lame -_-" then i told
this to some HotHunks n their responses r all
standard. "YOU NV KISS ANY GUY BEFORE UH?!~"
HAHAHA XD actually, no i hvnt ;) muackz. ha.

it's almost like, faithfulness just isnt my top
priority as long as i hv not yet found my
soulmate. i dont know how ppl can get into
rships so easily. or how ppl can wait for so
long for someone else to get into a rship with.
i also dont know how ppl can get into an rship
after another so quickly. they say i should
listen to my heart more than my head. i usually
listen to my guts, altho i like to listen to music too :)
[dammit what's with me n all this sudden
lameness!. maybe it's love!~ joking -_-"]

some ppl ask me if im afraid to fall in
love [n what im afraid of], n if i am
telling myself not to or that i dont "love".
maybe i am afraid. isnt everyone?. :)
n it's not that i hate men either. :)
altho i do think i should get out more n
stop ignoring "opportunities" HAHA X)

SOMEIMES I DO WISH THAT
I'D MEET SOMEONE TRULY FABULOUS
THAT I CAN BE LOYAL TO.

e main reason why im blogging abt this
is bcoz they kept using Kings Of Leon's
Use Somebody for performances during
e countdown period, and it just came
across my mind that maybe i cld really
use somebody this yr :) ALSO!. :D
WHY DOES MONDAY FEEL LIKE TUESDAY
AND TUESDAY FEEL LIKE WEDNESDAY AND
WEDNESDAY FEEL LIKE MONDAY AND
THURSDAY FEEL LIKE GREENDAY!. ;P


I AM NOT DAMN GOING!. SO DONT ASK N
REMIND ME OF E IRRESPONSIBLE FANGIRL
FEELING!~ :( feel like a Basketcase, along with
some other SingaIdiots who wont be gg too.
my "reason" is [other than everything else],
that they're gna play songs from Breakdown
[mostly n only], which i am not really that
fangirly abt. if they do play e older songs,
i will only eat green stuff [apple, grape, blah3]
for e whole wk, n support green-related stuff
for e whole month 8D pinkyswear!. you all
might say that suck coz they commercialized
punk rock, but I WNA BE E MINORITY!~ ^^ \m/



I WISH I HAD E TIME [N $] TO LISTEN TO
EM WHINE, WHEN THEY COME AROUND!. ;D
JUST COZ BCOZ WE'RE OUTLAWS YEAH!~ XP
MOTS: SENDING ALL MY LOVE TO YOU!. :D
Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs