E'zzati's Secret.

@ifnotnowthenwhen!.

CRAZY!. :D ^^ \m/ Lol... Lol...
loads to do, can just drop e idea of
blogging regularly ald -_-" okay!. :D
bckgrd was originally plain yellow,
i messily added e black square boxes!. ;)
now at least it matches with my ITE lanyard!~
HAHAHA XD live feed from my brain agn.
:D LASALLE INTERVIEW ON FEB FRI E 12TH!.


:( think im in trouble for getting into an
arts course. but i cant stand it any longer.
if e world ends in 2012, i wna die in style.

:( "help" nowadays, doesnt = to a lecture on
how design is not a bright future. ironically,
it puts your future rightsmack in your hands.

:( it comes to a pt where almost everyone
tells me that what im getting myself into is
irrelevant to what i am doing now. i admit that
i pick out e slightest links that both sides hv
in common, but really, everything's related in
one way or another. it's just that i'll be coming
from a new perspective this time. it sucks when
you separate somein intimate so bluntly.

:D im still amazed when acquaintances ask me
which artsch im from. and how when i sit in
artschs with my friends, strangers instantly
assume im one of e students. home is where
e heart is, n art is where my heart is!. ;D

at e end of e world, it boils down to one thing:
I DONT WNA DISAPPOINT.
MY LOVED ONES.
THOSE WHO GIVES A $HIT ABT ME.
THOSE WHO GIVES ME $HIT.
n of coz, e most ultimate thing,
I DONT WNA DISAPPOINT MYSELF.

sidetrack a 'lil bit!. :D MOTIVATION!~ HAHA XD


saw this n i got all happy :) altho i know i cant
be there. shall wait for e audio to leak n make
use of my fantastic imagination~ [mcm faham X)]
there r many things abt this that cheered me up
indirectly n i feel sooo excited. you know, e
pre-show feeling?~ talking abt shows,...
GREENDAY KICKED SINGAPORE'S BUTT FIRSTLAH!~

haha okay random, kpop then punkrock XP saw
e setlist, watched as many different versions
possible. i still feel terrible. ima set aside an
"entertainment fund", dont wna pangseh my
next fav band that come ard. blink, miss!. ;D


i really should be getting back to my "portfolio" now.
ima just work hard n see where fate leads me to.
like i always do. if you hv a heart n decent arms,
pls take care of yourself. i might need a hug later.
MOTS: LOVE LOVE LOVE!. :D Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@tenouttaten!.

HAPPY 2010!. :D ^^ \m/
i dno if i will post anything soon, so
i'll just wish you 1st. will post abt all
e details later. i know, many of you hv
told me that we've lasted another
decade,... but i've realized somein else.

I HAVE BEEN SINGLE FOR
18 AND A HALF YEARS STRAIGHT!.
[dont ask why half XP] tak laku seh~ :(

i told this to some HotBabes n they responded
with things like "oh gosh, wow, super woman"
or "SSYL [=Sad Sia Your Life.]" HAHAHA XD
then they'll start telling me abt their 100+
[just exaggerating] exes, n tell me that i should
find one [as in boyfriend, not ex HAHA] soon,
coz if world ends at 2012 then sad uh i nv exp
love before. i know i know, i hv less than 2 yrs!.
HAHAHA XD see, i am so lame -_-" then i told
this to some HotHunks n their responses r all
standard. "YOU NV KISS ANY GUY BEFORE UH?!~"
HAHAHA XD actually, no i hvnt ;) muackz. ha.

it's almost like, faithfulness just isnt my top
priority as long as i hv not yet found my
soulmate. i dont know how ppl can get into
rships so easily. or how ppl can wait for so
long for someone else to get into a rship with.
i also dont know how ppl can get into an rship
after another so quickly. they say i should
listen to my heart more than my head. i usually
listen to my guts, altho i like to listen to music too :)
[dammit what's with me n all this sudden
lameness!. maybe it's love!~ joking -_-"]

some ppl ask me if im afraid to fall in
love [n what im afraid of], n if i am
telling myself not to or that i dont "love".
maybe i am afraid. isnt everyone?. :)
n it's not that i hate men either. :)
altho i do think i should get out more n
stop ignoring "opportunities" HAHA X)

SOMEIMES I DO WISH THAT
I'D MEET SOMEONE TRULY FABULOUS
THAT I CAN BE LOYAL TO.

e main reason why im blogging abt this
is bcoz they kept using Kings Of Leon's
Use Somebody for performances during
e countdown period, and it just came
across my mind that maybe i cld really
use somebody this yr :) ALSO!. :D
WHY DOES MONDAY FEEL LIKE TUESDAY
AND TUESDAY FEEL LIKE WEDNESDAY AND
WEDNESDAY FEEL LIKE MONDAY AND
THURSDAY FEEL LIKE GREENDAY!. ;P


I AM NOT DAMN GOING!. SO DONT ASK N
REMIND ME OF E IRRESPONSIBLE FANGIRL
FEELING!~ :( feel like a Basketcase, along with
some other SingaIdiots who wont be gg too.
my "reason" is [other than everything else],
that they're gna play songs from Breakdown
[mostly n only], which i am not really that
fangirly abt. if they do play e older songs,
i will only eat green stuff [apple, grape, blah3]
for e whole wk, n support green-related stuff
for e whole month 8D pinkyswear!. you all
might say that suck coz they commercialized
punk rock, but I WNA BE E MINORITY!~ ^^ \m/



I WISH I HAD E TIME [N $] TO LISTEN TO
EM WHINE, WHEN THEY COME AROUND!. ;D
JUST COZ BCOZ WE'RE OUTLAWS YEAH!~ XP
MOTS: SENDING ALL MY LOVE TO YOU!. :D
Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs