E'zzati's Secret!.

IN CASE ANYONE STILL COMES HERE, I'VE MADE A TUMBLR. HA FIND ME IF YOU STILL CARE, IT'S RATHER OBVIOUS. I WNA BLOG ABT E KATY PERRY MEET AND HOW MY LIFE IS CHANGED, BUT IM TOO LAZY TO UPLOAD E PHOTOS HERE. PLUS I'VE LOST E FEEL OF IT. DAMMIT.


EZT S8.

E'zzati's Secret.

@bloodylazy.

OKAY SO I HAVE A LOT TO UPDATE SINCE MEETING QUEST CREW. IN ORDER + OFF E TOP OF MY HEAD,

`MEETING KATY PERRY ON E0N5
`SEEING BIG BANG LIVE ON KOREAN POP NIGHT
`MY 2 VISUAL ART "SHOWCASES"

AND BASICALLY A LOT OF OTHER STUFFS. THE THING IS, IM REALLY PISSED OFF WITH MYSELF FOR TAKING SO LONG TO BLOG ABOUT IT. IN TRUTH IS, I'M TOO LAZY TO UPLOAD E DAMN PHOTOS ONE BY ONE. I WONDER IF ANYONE ACTUALLY COMES BY THIS BLOG ANYMORE.

WHAT I REALLY WNA SAY IS, IMMA STOP BLOGGING FORREAL. AT LEAST STOP IN HERE. I WNA KEEP IT AS COMPLETELY INCOMPLETE AS IT IS. FROM NOW ON, I WILL BE BLOGGING AT

http://www.ezts8.blogspot.com

TTFN E'ZZATISAID, HI EZTS8. I HOPE TO CREATE A NEW IDENTITY OF MYSELF AS EZT S8, SO COME JOIN ME IF YOU WNA. AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO WERE THERE FOR E'ZZATISAID, JUST KNOW THAT YOU HV BEEN A PART OF A MY LIFE AND I THANK AND LOVE YOU FOR THAT. I GUESS THIS IS IT.

OH WAIT I JUST REALIZED I DONT HV E HEART TO COMPLETELY SEPARATE FROM THIS BLOG. SO MAYBE, I WILL POST MORE STUFF HERE. AS OF NOW, I AM MOST ACTIVE ON TWITTER ON FBK. I MADE A DEVIANTART RECENTLY, ALTHO I DNO WHAT ON EARTH FOR. GOSH IM SUCHA MESS. HEHE


EZT S8.

E'zzati's Secret.

@youknowiknowhow!.

HAPPY 19Y8M!. ^^ \m/

'ZATISFACTION!. ^^

FAWESOME!. haha so im reminded by someone lovely who i recently met to blog. which was nice, coz i typed a whole buncha stuff and my comp failed on me, and i figured no one reads this stuff anyways so stopped retyping at paragraph 2 :) SO HERE I AM, BACK FOR ANOTHER OCCASIONAL BLOGPOST :') still surprised at myself at how busy i am, and not being able to hv some time for a proper sit-down write-up ;) and yeah, in another interim of my life stages.

POST-FG PRE-LSL!. ^^ \m/ many things to think abt. should i really stop working?. how's schlife gna be like?. and many more. im not usually e kind who worries, but my curiousity is so demanding haha ;) all in all, i still hope that e ppl i love will still be ard, coz im just a girl, i need my entourage!~ ;) im not rich or socially hyperactive, i may not be able to buy you expensive things or be with you all e time, but i hope you know how much i love all of you!. ^^ \m/ you know it. :D

life's been rather lovely, and i hope its even betta for you :) firstly, THANK GOD :D secondly, THANKS HOTPARENTS!~ pretty much all of my technical problems r resolved :D it's interesting and i love how my after-HottIte life is back into some sort of routine, with 1 or 2 events that magically surprises me :D which brings me to this [my 1st ever BLOG reQUEST!. O.O] ;) it's abt time i post it, coz all e vids are up!. :D http://www.questcrew.com/backstage-pass/singapore-trip-2010-oschool-the-big-groove-fun/

THE BIG GROOVE!. 11 JULY 2010!. Expo 8, Singapore!. :D
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=195307&id=633222982&l=95aa10e781
E'zzati "Event-anista" Reporting!.

I KNEW RYAN [AND VICTOR] WAS GNA COME BACK, AND WHAT FANTASTIC TIMING THEN NOW?. ^^ \m/ THIS TIME, THEY BROUGHT ALONG E REST OF E GORGEOUS GUYS FROM QUEST!~ ^^ \m/ JUST THINKING ABT IT NOW STILL MAKES ME BLISSFUL ^^ \m/

bcoz im sucha hotdork, i bought e tix almost immediately after work at Sistic [another benefit of FGlife ;)] e counterperson kinda pissed me off, but since e tix were in my hands, i was too happy to think abt it :) i smiled to everyone on my way hm :D haha okay so last minutely, i found some Ryanistas from way back when, just like me. E POWER OF FBK!. :D casually, i asked if we should go tgt. few days before TBG, almost everything was a beautiful mess. i cldnt find someone to go with, clothes that wld match how i feel, WHO WHEN HOW. I JUST KNEW WHY, AND YOU KNOW WHAT!. [ROFL XD]

reading back my previous reports on myspace, i know betta than to worry. i just panicked. of coz everything turned out superfine~ ;) follow e fbk album link above to get a [hundred and seventy three] clearer pHOTo of everything ;) DDAY started out with Hot Nabs and i eating at Amktc Mcd!. :D which was kinda fail, coz i cldnt really eat anw, too excited ;) at Amk Hub, i got approached by a cute babe, who went straight up to me [was probably smiling at everyone -_-"] and asked me "DO YOU STILL DANCE?." :) WHAT A QUEST[ION] AND WHAT A TIME!~ ;)

reached Expo, i gave Q WanJing a call asking for any info, and she told me to find Q Aly. i said okay, hung up and immediately shouted "ALY!~ ALY!~" WHAT DO YOU KNOW, THERE WERE 3 GIRLS IN FRONT OF US [FROM E SAME TRAIN] AND THEY ALL TURNED TO STARE AT ME LIKE I WAS RETARDED [I AM ;)] ^^ \m/ I JUST DID E QUEST HAND SIGN and they stopped and waited for us to catch up :) turns out 1 of em was Aly after all, who turns out to be Alicia from wbw[=way back when] too ;) she told us that she was from Msia, and she didnt know SingaSubway isnt halal, and asked us if we're okay with it. HOW CUTE HAHAHA XD

barely a few minutes later, more Questies appeared :) we quickly jumped into conversations, which i tot was amusing coz im not really e kinda person who wld talk so fast after acquaintance. i mean, we weren't really close to begin with. but hey, thats e power of dance!. haha :) and somehow, like all e other fawesome events that i've went, there was cosplay gg ard XD got my Ryan sign, and we all went to join e queue :D i've queued many times in life, but i gotta admit, this was my fav Q. ;)

was right behind another acquaintance who we met just ytd at dance session, and there were many more familiar faces :) not forgetting e weather was rather forgiving :D there was ald a huge line, but im guessing it's mostly coz of e other crew's supporters. it's nice to stand with dancelovers, even if you are rooting for another crew. it's not like, you know, soccer and things liddat when 2 different crew supporters can lead to fights and things like that. it's a general feeling, like... WE ARE ALL STANDING ON THE SAME STAGE. ^^ \m/

SUDDENLY!. STEVE'S UNCLE CAME TO US AND GAVE EACH OF US A HUG!~ :D
told us how "it's gna be crazy, all e crews r tip top.", followed by a rather amusing
QUESTion: HOW DO YOU GUYS LIVE HERE!~ [referring to e weather HAHAHAHA XD]

SUDDENLY SUDDENLY!. ARIS CAME TO US AND WENT "QUESTIEEEEEEES!~" :D
FOLLOWED BY A MASSIVE GROUP HUG :D i was kinda surprised, and
i felt terrible inside bcoz i wanted to shout his name back, but i
wasnt sure of e pronounciation so i didnt say anything XP
only then it began to sink in that it was really happening :)

SUDDENLY SUDDENLY SUDDENLY!. QUEST'S JERRY CAME RECORDING!~ :D
okay by e power of ytb, i know. that mmt, i also know, that all
these days spent on ytb cld nv measure up to this :)

spent some time taking pHOTos with e Q fam, then we got a BIG bottle of GROOVY grape drink from F&N, along with a polaroid of Hot Nabs and i ;) Questie Jasmine asked if Nabs and i r cmates, which was very refreshingly funny coz usually ppl ask if we're twins ROFL XD soon enough, Bbx Jannson appeared and i took a pHOTo with him [agn, i know] X) i wonder what's his impression of me as of now ROFL XD quite someime later, doors opened :) stage/equipment seems pretty... lavish, as compared to what i expected. and many LCD tvs to go ard. NDP doesnt even hv these stuff!~ X) ard e stage, we were greeted by stormtroopers [DO OR DO NOT THERE IS NO TRY ;)] after changing seats, we went to queue up for merch, but it was so slow and they closed before we cld get anything bcoz e show was starting -_-" btw, F&N was handing out cute cups of drinks. i love how it's so cool yet it's still... family friendly?. you dont get much of that kinda events/treatment nowadays. all "cool" events has "alcohol" and "sex" etc etc, i just love a gd, clean time. with a hint of naughtiness of coz, but everything's you know, still understated ;D btw, we switched seats twice and i ended up hving a Quest fanboy behind me. which feels kinda weird actually XD

LET'S START E SHOW!~ :D RIGHT 1 MAJOR DISAPPOINTMENT, WAS THAT IF I RMB CORRECTLY, STYLES FROM BEYOND KINDA INSULTED POREOTICS. AND IT WASNT EVEN FUNNY/COOL/HAD A POINT. WHICH IS SAD, BCOZ I'VE ALWAYS TOT OF SFB AS 1 OF SINGAPORE'S DANCE PRIDE. AS MUCH AS HOW NICE I THINK THEY ARE, I'D GO FOR POREOTICS DANCEWISE ANYTIME ;D XP ^^ \m/ MOVING STRAIGHT ON, E LAST PERF BEFORE A BRK [WHICH I WAS WONDERING IF THERE EVEN WAS ONE] WAS BY WRECKING CREW ORCHESTRA!. :D I'VE NV SEEN THEIR STUFF BUT DAMMIT, THEY WERE SO FAWESOME THAT NIGHT ;) KINDA REGAINED MY LOVE/RESPECT FOR JAPANESE MEN HEHEHEHE X)

BRK!. :D QUEUED UP FOR MERCH AGN. E WCO DUDE IS SOOO KAWAII!~ XD BOUGHT A TEE + A PICTURE EACH ;) BUMPED INTO Kp ARJUNA, AND WE WERE RUSHING FOR TOILET ROFL XD OTW BACK, WE SAW QUEST CREW CHOO2 TRAIN-ING[?.] OUTTA THEIR DRESSING RM TO E BCKSTAGE AND I WAS LIKE "GO QUEST CREW SHYIOK UH!~" XD -_-" BY E TIME WE GOT BACK TO OUR SEATS, TINY TOONS WAS ALD ON. CHOO CHOO~

QUEST CREW PERFORMANCE!. ^^ \m/ JUST THINKING ABT IT NOW MAKES ME SMILE LIKE AN IDIOT :D WISH YOU WERE THERE. AFTER THAT, WE STARTED CHANTING "QUEST CREW QUEST CREW" AND TBG HOST UTT MADE E WHOLE HALL DO IT IN EXCHANGE FOR AN ENCORE. AT 1PT IT WAS LIKE "ALL E GIRLS SCREAM!~" SO I DID MY SIGNATURE. FOLLOWED BY "ALL E GUYS SCREAM!~" OMG I SWEAR TO GOD, I'VE NV HEARD MEN CHEER SO LOUD!~ [SOCCER MATCHES DOESNT COUNT] XD FOR A MMT, IT FELT LIKE THOSE OLDEN DAYS WHEN MEN WERE JUST SO... MANLY :) AAHHHHH ALL HOPE IS NOT LOST ^^ \m/ ANW,... QUEST REALLY CAME BACK. AND DID EVERYTHING THAT THEY DIDNT DO IN E PERFORMANCE ROUTINE ^^ \m/ AFTER EVERYTHING ARIS TOOK E MICROP AND WE ALL SANG E BIRTHDAY SONG FOR HOK!~ :D HAHA I ACTUALLY REVISED INSIDE MY HEAD E JAPANESE VERSION, ALTHO IT WASNT REQUIRED -_-" THEN HOK DID HIS PROFESSOR SPEECH AND I WAS LIKE HAAAIIIIIIIIIIIII~ ^^ \m/

after that was a slideshow thingy, at 1pt Dharni's pHOTo came on and Hot Nabs and i screamt ^^ \m/ otw to e toilet i bumped into Kp Eden!. ^^ \m/ took a pHOTo, and chatted a lil bit abt Quest :) Hot Nabs bought WCO's face towel after all, i was like "arigatogozaimas" and the sellerdude FREAKING GIGGLED. HAHA kawaii-desu :) saw Quest's Mger Dave walking e other way, so we said "bye2~" and he was like "thank you!~" ^^ \m/ at e toilet we saw Hilty + Bosch. i know their technique is mad, but i dont know who's who -_-" took pHOTo, he shook Hot Nabs's hand so i also held mine to shake haha :D reached e mediaboard, Hot Nabs and i took photos, then i asked this grp of 4boys if they cld help take of us. we didnt know what to do and they were like "it's okay, you can do anything you want~" HEHE ANYTHING ;) after that 1 of em was like "can you help us take also" HAHAHA SO CUTE ;) in e end i snapped 1 using D3K also ;D

otw out Snow + Crazybone was ard, and we didnt know who's who but my chinese was sufficient enough to get a pHOTo!~ :D hen ke ai~ nooo, i didnt get to pHOTize with Ryan :( still, managed to get everyone else's that i wanted :) not that it's okay, but im not complaining either :) otw hm, this old man was kinda checking us out, me to be specific. and many more male attention as time passes by. it's as if, e Quest tee made me look 80% more hot or somein XD

I COME ON AT ARD 7:27!. ^^ \m/ DONT KNOW WHY I DID MY WEIRD "HANDSIGN" THINGY, TOO EXCITED ROFL XD I ALSO DONT KNOW WHY IT'S SO FUNNY TO BE SINGAPOREAN [NO CLUE WHATSOEVER WHY WE KEPT GIGGLING XD] I WILL NV LET THIS GO FOR E REST OF MY LIFE, ALL MY FRIENDS WILL GET SICK OF HEARING ME GO ABT THIS, AND DEEP DOWN I KNOW THEY'RE PROUD TO KNOW SOMEONE LIKE ME KEKEKE ;)


FUNNY HOW LATELY, WHENEVER I HAD EXPECTATIONS FOR AN EVENT, I GET DISAPPOINTED. AND WHEN I DONT, I GET IMPRESSED. BUT THAT VERY DAY, I HAD EXPECTATIONS. AND I STILL GOT IMPRESSED. I STILL STAND BY E BELIEF THAT NO MATTER HOW GOOD/BAD AN EVENT IS, WHAT MATTERS MOST IS WHO YOU WENT WITH ;) THANKS O SCHOOL FOR ORGANISING E EVENT!. THANKS HOT NABS FOR ACCOMPANYING ME!. THANKS QUESTIES FOR E GREAT COMPANY!. THANKS TO E FRIENDS WHO I BUMPED INTO!. THANKS TO E STRANGERS WHO SMILED BACK!. THANKS TO E AUDVIS CREW FOR A SMOOTH JOB!. THANKS QUEST CREW!.

THANKS RYAN[IMAY] "LEAD EM, LEAVE EM" CONFERIDO!. ^^ \m/
FOR ALWAYS LEADING ME, WITH MANY DIFFERENT WAYS TO INSPIRE AND IMPROVE.
FOR ALWAYS LEAVING ME, WITH ENOUGH SPACE TO DEVELOP MYSELF.
I'VE NV MISSED ANYTHING AS MUCH, AND WHAT A DIFFERENCE 4YRS HAD MADE US.
TILL WE MEET AGAIN IN E FUTURE, MAYBE THRU A FLUX CAPACITOR X)

MOTS: WHEN I MAKE IT, I WANT YOU THERE!~ ;)
The Way I Are by Timbaland Ft Keri Hilson.
CHEERS!. TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@there'sadancerinthearmsoflove!.

OPOCOT!. haha i miss blogging :( im kinda surprised myself at how busy i am these days. i feel like a failure not being able to update abt everything that has happened so far. with e technical problems still unresolved, it's even more depressing. DAMMIT!~ so here's another spontaneous post. i hope everything's alright :)

live feed from brain, this wk has been kinda... surprising i should say. things just pop up one after another. many things, i'll just update partly from 19y5m onwards :)

*Wednesday 12 May!.
at e stroke of 1212, i applied for e kpop competition!. ^^ \m/
there's quite an interesting story behind my decision, maybe one day i'll blog abt it haha -_-"
HottITE official graduation ceremony!. ^^ \m/
will update more later. i've ald edited and uploaded e pHOTos on fbk, so no worries abt that :)

Thanks Hot Nabs for e company :)

*Thursday 13 May!.
this video will summarize for you everything that happened in betw!. ^^ \m/


*Saturday 15 May!.
last-minutely, i met up with Vip Adn + Bryan, and i gotta know Kp Ke Jin. had some heart to heart conversation abt e kpop competition, which i tot was amusing coz we weren't really close to begin with. but hey, thats e power of music!. haha :)

*Sunday 16 May!.
got news that a neighbour makcik just passed away. her family came over to inform us, and as usual i suck at these kinda things. i was just smiling throughout e whole thing. i hope they dont get e wrong idea :/ im kinda liddat when it comes abt death.
she was a really nice person. i like gg to her house during Hari Raya even tho i'll probably hv to watch hours of syarahan on e tv. may Allah bless you :)

so yeah. kinda made me realize how fragile life is :) so if you gotta do somein, do it do it do it now~ ;) yes im kinda referring to myself. which brings me to e next topic...

*Monday 17 May!.
Tell Me Goodbye!. ^^ \m/


HOW APPROPRIATE!. HAHA toldya i suck at deaths. I TOTALLY DIDNT SEE THIS VIDEO COMING!. ahh~ sombre :) i like how deep it is. haha right im just glad they're back, coz i miss em. and woohoo they're emo~ ahh didnt really like e outfits when i saw e separates on mannequins, but wow. anw, among all e emo-ness, it reminded me of an old song i used to listen to.


and one more gdbye vid!. haha im ready for it. bring it!. ;)


*Tuesday 18 May!.
Happy Birthday Mr Dong Yong Bae!. Lol... Lol...

for those of you who know abt my Lollipop vid, i mentioned abt "coming down to Singapore" and "Pitbull" and today he's performing his concert here :) on an even lighter note, YG suddenly posts an open audition vid on ytb along with TMG. RANDOM!~


HAHA so i did these to kinda just get a feel.

e application form's really adorable!. starts with a sweet polite instruction!. XD
"After you finish filling out the form, be sure to press submit button to complete your application."
if only exams were phrased that way, i'd happily comply haha. "Your contact phone number." "My own song (check if it's your own song)"
even e rest has cute explanation HAHAHA
"Fill out the blank with the title of the song and the name of the original performer. ex) So Sick - Ne-yo"
and its so cute that they shorten e word example to "ex". imagine if in exams they say somein like "Rivers are a natural watercourse. List 2 ex." i wld put "i am a playa, i hv no exes." ROFL XD damn hilarious esp if you think of it Singlishly, as in "damn ex le~" HAHA.
"Please upload your original photos which are not retouched by photoshop."
haha quite a number of ppl might fail bcoz of this ;)
"If you fill out wrong informations of your birth date or body measurements, you might fail your application."
even e "threats" sound so sweet haha. and i didnt know there's a plural version for e word information mwahaha XP if you get what i mean. ;)

BUT WAIT, THEY SAVED E BEST FOR E LAST!.
"Are you sure you're going to apply for YG-Audition?"
YEAH YOU CAN BE SURE, IM YOUR NUMBER ONE!~

SO CUTE!. HAHA XD it occured to me that if i win e KPop contest and get e tix, i might just be able to go to Seoul and audition [i know im getting ahead of myself, but hey just think abt it] ROFL XD like as if i dont hv LSL HAHA XD -_-"

if that's not menyakitkan hati enough, enjoy with fanta!. XP
many goodies came along with it.
oh, how i wish that it's released in Singapore. right.

THE REST OF US CAN FIND HAPPINESS IN MISERY!. ^^ \m/


MOTS: I DONT CARE WHAT YOU THINK,
AS LONG AS IT'S ABOUT ME!~ ;)
I Don't Care by Fall Out Boy.
CHEERS!. TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@yougottahelpmeout!.

BOO!. oh mann i totally forgot abt blogging -_-" i keep saying i'll post real updates, but now im really doubting myself. i still want to update em all tho, it's just a matter of time and if i'll be able to keep e chronology. DAMMIT!~

*TECHNICAL PROBLEMS!.
#1: E'ZZATDRIVE keeps failing on me :'( which is totally depressing coz i keep lotsa stuff inside. i hope i manage to salvage everything impt. *prays* :)
#2: MY KEYBOARD has no shift key :( it broke. which is making typing [and blogging] less fluid and more time-consuming -_-" and im so used to placing my Rpinkie at e shift button for all typography style :)
#3: INSIDE COMPUTER is unstable :( which makes me worried coz it's 2nd in where i keep all my stuff. since tdrive is semi-useless, i can only use it to blast songs -_-" it really spoils e flow coz i use e inside compt to edit pHOTos and type up stuff. if this post comes out rather spontaneous in comparison with e rest you see why :)
I HOPE I WANT I INTEND to settle this as soon as possible, im not living with technology, technology lives with me!. HAHA ^^ \m/

btw recently ytb crashed for a few hrs and i got the most shocking depression of my life so far. someimes i think im e only one in my social network who is active on ytb. altho i dislike e format now, im glad that ytb's back. FYOUTUBE!~ HAHA ^^ \m/

*TICTICTIC TICTICTIC TICTICTICTIC TICTICTIC!.
HAHA YEAH i ripped it outta Poreotics/Poreotix's stuff ;)
I LOVE JABBAREOTIQUEST!. ^^ \m/
[btw no, i dont wna be Justin Bieber's gf. was just wondering lol.]

im also referring to tics as in time. i've started working forreal. like, day job kinda work. will blog more abit it in e posts to come. if you're kanchiong you can follow me on twitter, i update my abt my worklife ["The Ze'mple Life", as inspired by The Simple Life HAHA XD] somewhat daily. interesting, esp reactions from ppl ard me. most are like "working hard eh?~" altho in differrent intonations with diff hidden meanings. HAHA XD THANKS EH!~ HAHA ^^ \m/

*TOKIO HOTEL IN SINGAPORE FOR AFF!.
kinda last-minute, but i guess things got busy on e other side or somein. frankly, i might not be involved in AFF10 :( which is sad. but anw, YAY TH!~ HAHA ^^ \m/
*KPOP TALENT CONTEST 2010!.

THIS COULD BE IT!.

Lol... Lol... i dont know why this flyer appeared in my life and im kinda... tempted!. ;) i just knew abt it ytd. i might join, coz im desperate. for so many things. seems like i should, gotta start working even harder tho haha X) if not now then when?. shall go all out, at least. for... ^^ \m/

'ZATISFACTION!. HAHA EVEN E BCKGRD KINDA MATCHES E SITUATION XD

I HV NO IDEA what ima do, but im sure it's somein.
and if you're reading this and semangat-ly gg
"E'zzati you suck you should stop you're rubbish",
well i know what im doing is nothing much,
BUT IM SURE IT'S MORE THAN YOU. ;) ^^ \m/

MOTS: THERE'S NO POINT TRYNA HIDE IT!~ ;P
Break Your Heart by Taio Cruz.
CHEERS!. TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@andwe'rerunningwithbloodonourknees!.

WAITING SUCKS!. :( Lol... Lol... a 'lil update on wazzup before i post some real update... soon ;P

*RESULTS: 31 MAR!.
i actually stayed up by my phone!. lied on e bed and did nothing, just plain waiting. waiting sucks. weird tho, i've nv stayed by my phone without doing anything. haha -_-" at 080744 "Course: FHBSE. Your Mar 2010 exam results are: EM22010=Good;EM51070=S;EV4001PA=D;EV5001PA=C;OA49170=B." like as if i understand what e codes are. so TADA!~

most surprisingly!. got a B for PR!~ ^^ \m/ highest grade of mine in this batch. which is strange, coz i skipped more lessons than i did in POM, which i ended up with a C -_-" sadly, i got D for MICE, which is like kinda impt for events?. -_-" thankfully, i passed LPD and SWII. Alhamdulillah~ :) looking at overall perf, i missed e ABs in e earlier days. but hey, still a gd run of 3As 5Bs 2Cs 1D :) btw, D IS A PASS. i didnt know that!. haha okay got a credit more than required via elective mods, which is also strange coz elec mods r PR and TPS!. Lol... Lol... last but not least, GPA = 2.887!. sad how i dropped from e 3pointers grp :( there's a saying that your income is e incomes of e 5 closest ppl to you divided by 5. i guess it applies to GPAs too. it's funny to hv near 4pointers friends, and those who are hovering on e 2pointer mark.

THANKFULLY!. [again, i know] i hv 0.2 extra credit from my CCAs!. :D TOTAL GPA = 3.007!~ ^^ \m/ yay i barely scraped thru e 3pointer mark. haha mirror image e 3, and my GPA = E.BOND ^^ \m/ HAHAHAHA ROFL XD

*RESULTS: 1 APR!.
released at 2PM [ha ha -_-"], but i overslept an hr :) presenting... Contender #2: Diploma in Design for Interactivity (R36)

i know, Design for WHAT?! X) honestly, i cant recall applying for it. but ta-dah!. it's weird how i keep getting my 4th choice. PSS was my 4th choice in PSLE, if im not wrong BnF was my 4thchoice [i appealed duh], and so i digress. clueless, i went to e official website for more info ;)

"About the Programme: The premise of Design for Interactivity is situated at the intersection between product (object), service and environment design. The aim of the programme is to familiarise students with the interactive nature of design thinking, and to foster them to think critically about the design process.
Programme Objectives: Students will examine the impact of design on everyday life, and conversely, the influence of everyday life on design. They will be challenged to address fundamental questions such as: When does interaction ever cease? How interconnected and interdependent are we as individuals and communities? How do we manage information systems and technological networks? In their quest, they will help define the meaning and extent of “interactivity” through design and design thinking."

seems decent, but it appears to be mroe on e "talk abt it" side?. i dont wna just talk abt it, i wna be abt it!. ;) that aside, gg to poly might be less of a cultureshock. as in: SLA [Student Life Activities] ;) they hv Interest Groups [IGs] that inclds LD [which i dearly miss :'(] and i know of friends who wanted to go to RP for dance's sake. and i also miss math & science :( also!. HottIes Liyana will be in RP to for Sonic Arts [how dope!.] i think RP like talented shortys like us HAHA X)

SUMMARY: DESIGN vs DANCE.
LSL vs RP. i also considered which sch has betta men HAHA XP so i was in a mini-dilemma!. wanted to cry but no tears came up and i end up laughing HAHAHAHA -_-" yeah im all abt making somein and getting somein back, it helps e cycle of life :) still!. I CANT BELIEVE I ACTUALLY THOUGHT THINGS OUT. seems so... grown-up!. HAHA XP

HottIes Liyana tweeted that "As long as you do what you love :]", but i swear i love both. and it's not like, sports vs economics you know, design and dance hv an intricate rship!. just like fashion and music. since there's only one E'zzati Said, i suppose i'll hv to balance it out :) but i guess her next tweet helped much more "@ezzatisaid *-____-* your head laa! I think u go LSL cos Im not sure abt design interactivity bt i think da course u applied @ LSL better." :D

FINAL DECISION: *drumroll* LASALLE!.
DUH not much of a doubt, but it hurts. decision-making is the new heart-breaking :( FOR A MMT I FORGOT ABT HOW "POLY IS BACKUP CHOICE"!~ so yeah ;) also!. it's that "i liked you but i moved on and NOW you like me?!" situation. if they had taken me before ITE, i wld've accepted. now after gg thru ITE, i think i deserve more hehe XP plus, intake starts in mid-Apr and they had just emailed over e forms. not efficientleh!~ Sorry RP, i like your feel and environment, but it's too late. Sorry Poly'ezters [those who keep insisting on me gg to poly no matter what], I NEED TO MOVE ON!. I NEED TO PROGRESS. FASTER. in e tweet of HottIes Resi:
DON'T EXTINGUISH MY PASSION... PLEASE!.

*KUANTEEN!. MY HEART IS ACHING INSIDE!. Big Bang was in Thailand really recently. i cldnt sleep knowing they're so near. in fact, they're so near i can hear VI singing!. just kidding, HAPPY APRIL SMART!~ ^^ \m/ I EVEN KNOW HOW TO GET TO THAILAND AS AN ILLEGAL IMMIGRANT!~ :'( i feel so unjustified... thankfully some SingaVips were still up at 3AM to chat with me :) how pitifully funny. DAMMITLAH!. RAWRRARRRARR~

what sucks even more is they keep emphasizing on how great e turnout is and e girls. yes i know it's just e showbiz industry, Singapore is only a damn dot and it might not bring you as much profit and exposure. i cant promise you numerous attendance, but i can assure you that whoever that turns up, you have all of our Singalove. that's multiple times more than anyone else's ;) and if you like older ppl, aunties and uncles usually will drop by due to our natural kpo-ness!~ haha :'( [im just tryna console myself -_-"]

I FEEL SO UNLOVED RIGHT NOW!. :"( im not anti-Thailand btw, i hv great Thai friends who are really nice ppl. im just questioning. anw, since you're so nearby, why dont you stick ard Singapore during late apr?. AFF is coming up!~ HEEHEE XP i promise i'll treat you a Milo Dinosaur!. ;) make that 2 Milo Dinosaurs!. haha oh well i should learn to deal with it. slowly, a small step at a time, and you will reach here. I AM IMPATIENTLY WAITING. on e blinger side, [not to mention how his songs are sooo suitable in this mmt]...

*MIKA SINGAPORE 14 JUNE 2010 MAXPAVILLION@SINGAPORE EXPO!~ ^^ \m/
his Asia tour. starting from Japan, to Korea, then to SINGAPORE~ ;)
OHAYOU-ANNYEONG-OI MIKA!~ XP

this is really nice, very comforting indeed HAHA ;) ticket sales from 26Mar, still time to earn and save :) limegreen watch!. i wanted one but cldnt find, so mine's hotpink :) haha btw i like e "angel" picture. and i hope he piggybacks Katy Perry along here!~ HAHAHA XD i really wna go. JE TAIME MIKA, YOUR PERSPECTIVE ON LIFE KICK A$$!~ ^^ \m/

okay i think no one really comes here anymore, but for my own sake, i'll nv forget you... and i still bloghop when i can. so yeah. in other words, even if you dont come back, i wont hate you, i just hope that you wont stop so that i'll hv somein to read abt you and i'll know how you're doing.

I WONT HATE YOU. I WONT DISLIKE YOU.
NOO.. I LOVE YOU UPSIDE DOWN!~ ^^ \m/

MOTS: WHILE YOU WERE WONDERING WHAT THE HELL TO DO,
WE WERE WISHING WERE LUCKY LIKE YOU!~ XP by Mika.
CHEERS!. TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@dimanadiaygentertainmentsaya!.

MIDNIGHT, 18 MARCH 2010!. :D i sat in my living rm to read e npaper [yeah i always read npapers at night, and in reverse order, backpage to cover] and guess what i saw!~ :D haha okay ignore my bad cropping, mly npaper is big so i had to scan 1 side at a time and paste all tgt -_-" i've seen BB and 2NE1 been featured on msia's entertainment mags and BB on a local entertainment mag, nothing much this time, but to see em appear on e local's main [and only] mly npaper, it must've meant somein ;)

btw, ST12 is coming to Singapore and im wondering if i wna go coz im so bored. i heard they suck at live performances so i wna check it out for myself, and it's at Rock Auditorium, which i hv nv heard of before, so i wna see e place!~ haha i wont lie to you, i only know one song from em XP tickets r quite ex tho. might as well just keep my $ for a concert that i actually like e artiste. YG, when you come to Singapore, pls dont sell tickets thru Sistic. they rip our pocket $ :( and you cant decorate your tickets :( e only gd pt is, they hv an online system where you can see e floorplan and book your seat :) but i trust BB!. that if they hv a concert here, they'd hv an awesome stage set that no matter where you sit, you'll still get a gd view no matter where you sit. therefore, e last and only gd pt of Sistic proves meaningless. sorry Sistics, but bcoz of you i didnt catch 3 of my all-time fav bands play, and i mostly blame you for it :D

that doesnt incld many other concerts that i'd love to support, but due to your bad pricing, i had to give em a pass. anw!. back to e article!. translating it was funny, i should've paid attention in mly class~ :) so now i know why Hot Dad's rtone is Fire!. HAHAHAHA XD

[TRANSLATION] KOREAN POP: BECOMING A CRAZE IN THE WEST
[PHOTO CAPTION] ENTER INTERNATIONAL MARKET: This girl group 2NE1 from South Korea music video was published on America's popular blogger website, Perez Hilton.
-Photo KPCULTURE.FILES.WORDPRESS.COM
[ARTICLE] Looks like the heat and greatness of K-Pop or Korean Pop groups now begin to get a place in the West, especially in America.
Popular blogger, Perez Hilton, had uploaded the latest music video clip of K-Pop group Big Bang, Lollipop 2, and latest song from group 2NE1 (pronounced: twenty-one), Try To Follow Me, on his blogsite.
But this is not the first time Perez Hilton featured a music video from both groups.
Before this, song Lollipop sang by Big Bang and 2NE1 had also been featured in his blog, perezhilton.com, that is commonly visited by millions of citizens from different countries.
A few month ago, Hilton's blogsite, whis is usually filled with recent gossip about popular artists in America had also featured music video from group The Wonder Girls, that is popular with the song Nobody, SNSD, and female actress Uhm Junghwa.

MOTS: AKU ASYIK TERJATUH,
JATUH CINTA DENGAN KAMU!~ ;D
Jatuh by Adam :) CHEERS!. TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs