E'zzati's Secret.

@ifnotnowthenwhen!.

CRAZY!. :D ^^ \m/ Lol... Lol...
loads to do, can just drop e idea of
blogging regularly ald -_-" okay!. :D
bckgrd was originally plain yellow,
i messily added e black square boxes!. ;)
now at least it matches with my ITE lanyard!~
HAHAHA XD live feed from my brain agn.
:D LASALLE INTERVIEW ON FEB FRI E 12TH!.


:( think im in trouble for getting into an
arts course. but i cant stand it any longer.
if e world ends in 2012, i wna die in style.

:( "help" nowadays, doesnt = to a lecture on
how design is not a bright future. ironically,
it puts your future rightsmack in your hands.

:( it comes to a pt where almost everyone
tells me that what im getting myself into is
irrelevant to what i am doing now. i admit that
i pick out e slightest links that both sides hv
in common, but really, everything's related in
one way or another. it's just that i'll be coming
from a new perspective this time. it sucks when
you separate somein intimate so bluntly.

:D im still amazed when acquaintances ask me
which artsch im from. and how when i sit in
artschs with my friends, strangers instantly
assume im one of e students. home is where
e heart is, n art is where my heart is!. ;D

at e end of e world, it boils down to one thing:
I DONT WNA DISAPPOINT.
MY LOVED ONES.
THOSE WHO GIVES A $HIT ABT ME.
THOSE WHO GIVES ME $HIT.
n of coz, e most ultimate thing,
I DONT WNA DISAPPOINT MYSELF.

sidetrack a 'lil bit!. :D MOTIVATION!~ HAHA XD


saw this n i got all happy :) altho i know i cant
be there. shall wait for e audio to leak n make
use of my fantastic imagination~ [mcm faham X)]
there r many things abt this that cheered me up
indirectly n i feel sooo excited. you know, e
pre-show feeling?~ talking abt shows,...
GREENDAY KICKED SINGAPORE'S BUTT FIRSTLAH!~

haha okay random, kpop then punkrock XP saw
e setlist, watched as many different versions
possible. i still feel terrible. ima set aside an
"entertainment fund", dont wna pangseh my
next fav band that come ard. blink, miss!. ;D


i really should be getting back to my "portfolio" now.
ima just work hard n see where fate leads me to.
like i always do. if you hv a heart n decent arms,
pls take care of yourself. i might need a hug later.
MOTS: LOVE LOVE LOVE!. :D Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@tenouttaten!.

HAPPY 2010!. :D ^^ \m/
i dno if i will post anything soon, so
i'll just wish you 1st. will post abt all
e details later. i know, many of you hv
told me that we've lasted another
decade,... but i've realized somein else.

I HAVE BEEN SINGLE FOR
18 AND A HALF YEARS STRAIGHT!.
[dont ask why half XP] tak laku seh~ :(

i told this to some HotBabes n they responded
with things like "oh gosh, wow, super woman"
or "SSYL [=Sad Sia Your Life.]" HAHAHA XD
then they'll start telling me abt their 100+
[just exaggerating] exes, n tell me that i should
find one [as in boyfriend, not ex HAHA] soon,
coz if world ends at 2012 then sad uh i nv exp
love before. i know i know, i hv less than 2 yrs!.
HAHAHA XD see, i am so lame -_-" then i told
this to some HotHunks n their responses r all
standard. "YOU NV KISS ANY GUY BEFORE UH?!~"
HAHAHA XD actually, no i hvnt ;) muackz. ha.

it's almost like, faithfulness just isnt my top
priority as long as i hv not yet found my
soulmate. i dont know how ppl can get into
rships so easily. or how ppl can wait for so
long for someone else to get into a rship with.
i also dont know how ppl can get into an rship
after another so quickly. they say i should
listen to my heart more than my head. i usually
listen to my guts, altho i like to listen to music too :)
[dammit what's with me n all this sudden
lameness!. maybe it's love!~ joking -_-"]

some ppl ask me if im afraid to fall in
love [n what im afraid of], n if i am
telling myself not to or that i dont "love".
maybe i am afraid. isnt everyone?. :)
n it's not that i hate men either. :)
altho i do think i should get out more n
stop ignoring "opportunities" HAHA X)

SOMEIMES I DO WISH THAT
I'D MEET SOMEONE TRULY FABULOUS
THAT I CAN BE LOYAL TO.

e main reason why im blogging abt this
is bcoz they kept using Kings Of Leon's
Use Somebody for performances during
e countdown period, and it just came
across my mind that maybe i cld really
use somebody this yr :) ALSO!. :D
WHY DOES MONDAY FEEL LIKE TUESDAY
AND TUESDAY FEEL LIKE WEDNESDAY AND
WEDNESDAY FEEL LIKE MONDAY AND
THURSDAY FEEL LIKE GREENDAY!. ;P


I AM NOT DAMN GOING!. SO DONT ASK N
REMIND ME OF E IRRESPONSIBLE FANGIRL
FEELING!~ :( feel like a Basketcase, along with
some other SingaIdiots who wont be gg too.
my "reason" is [other than everything else],
that they're gna play songs from Breakdown
[mostly n only], which i am not really that
fangirly abt. if they do play e older songs,
i will only eat green stuff [apple, grape, blah3]
for e whole wk, n support green-related stuff
for e whole month 8D pinkyswear!. you all
might say that suck coz they commercialized
punk rock, but I WNA BE E MINORITY!~ ^^ \m/



I WISH I HAD E TIME [N $] TO LISTEN TO
EM WHINE, WHEN THEY COME AROUND!. ;D
JUST COZ BCOZ WE'RE OUTLAWS YEAH!~ XP
MOTS: SENDING ALL MY LOVE TO YOU!. :D
Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@lifeshouldbestereo!.

HAHA!. replaced e musictab at e right column
coz imeem is giving me problems :) it's now
"INTIMATE 'LIL SECRET!.", where i'll update
bits of secrets [n thus, e name "'lil secrets" -_-"]
of myself in case i cant give you a proper update :)
"intimate", coz it's inspired by Hot Didi's recent
post "Intimate Note" :) tot it's a cute idea ;) also
decided to make it rhyme, for fun as inspired by
e movie Check It Out Yo!~ XD might stay forreal,
but we'll see how it goes. chchch checkitout!~ :D

*fri
woke up n suddenly rmbed abt e unfinished
cadeau -_-" haha previously Xlm Andre suggested
putting "X" since it means collaboration n i diddit
with glitterglue :D e neongreen pen that i bought
was waterbased, so yeah cldnt do much with it XP


finished just nice in time n blahblahblah at
Amk Mrt it rained!. like hilariously rained!. yes,
theres sucha thing. L1: maybe bcoz on e hills[?.]
at AmkPark [?.], there were COCONUTS rolling
down!. seriously damn funny. e Brits hv their
Rolling Stones, we hv our own Rolling Coconuts!~
i know, lame, but quite funny if you were there in
person. anw, walking to sch met HottIes Fir, Natasha,
Zahrina, n Liyana :) L2: sat beside HottIes Liyana at
e mini bluegrandstands there n chatted n caught up
with each other :) R1: HottIes Firdaus "according to
statistics, most of our ushers r smallsized." HAHA XD
R2: HottIes Colin "runners, pls be physically fit."
HAHA XD got our roles for e days :D ended early n
saw that BishanStud is used, so we were wondering ;)


went back to B208 to get e rest, Xlm Damian came
with e key n time to session!~ :D a few days back
i was like asking him to "wear a striking polotee",
so after we sat he asked me "was it striking enough?.",
to which i said yes, n he replied "so it was up to your
expectations?." HAHAHA XD more ppl came, talk2,
recap!. :D at e scratches part was quite funny. we
[mainly HottIes Poo, Xlm Sirtong n i] were happily
listing all out until e last one which we cldnt rmb X)
suddenly e coldness of e rm got to us so we
changed seats haha :D Mr KF kept asking if anyone
wanted to go up n try e scratches on e ttables.
like duh!~ haha was really tempted but e sounds
were still loading inside my brain so yeah. talk2,
in e end Xlm Damian went 1st. HAHA XP finally
someone went :) was all up n ready to go next n
it was time for brk -_-" Xlm Juju at me "you lose
weight uh, your pants dropping." E'zzati Said: yah,
n i lost my belt too :( blahblahblah, back to e beats!. :D

okay more like e chirp scratch!. yah, i know, e one
that i totally cannot do -_-" Mr KF said he'll buy
e person who can do it a drink. Xlm Damian went
1st, no drink. Xlm Andre went, no drink. my turn!. :D
haha i kinda managed to someimes get it someimes
dont :) then HottIes Poo, then XLd Shafiq went :) while
XLd Shafiq was doing it HottIes Poo kept saying to
me "your competitor. competitor, competitor." -_-"

scratch game!. :D kinda, haha X) okay so we had to
guess what scratches Mr KF was doing. it was
chirp tear, but for some weird reason, i actually
said baby tear. as in cry tear pronounciation rofl XD
e 1st rd no one got it right, so we all had to do a
forfeit: pull ears n do 5 half squats. HAHAHA XD
rd 2!. :D HottIes Poo went 1st n got wrong, it was
tranform baby n im correct so he had to a forfeit
for me!. HAHAHA XD i had a hard time thinking of
what i want him to do. Xlm Juju asked me to kiss
him, but i didnt want so i immediately said dance!.
HAHAHA SERVE YOU RIGHT POO XP Mr KF looked
thru his vinyls n went "argh, no sexy music~" HAHA XD
i made him do Nobody dance, which he only did
HALF -_-" it was funny anw HAHAHAHHAHA XP
rd 3!. :D 1st person was Xlm Sir Tong, n of coz
he got right at 1st guess. chirp, crab, transform :)

talk2, somehow i think e conversation was abt
prata[?.], haha then question time :D so i asked,
n i was like scribbling his response down in hopes
that one fine day when i'll need it i'll happen to
come across it :D e rest asked questions, more
questions, n... more questions!. :D brk, then
moved on to beatjuggling :D was seperated into
2grps, n Team 2: HottIes Poo, Xlm Damian,
Amanda, n Gladys :) we were supposed to plan
what for our shot during e last 30mins of freestyle.
i wrote down some stuff for memories [haha] in
hopes that at another fine day i'll see it n be able to
recount e whole incident with the exact soundtrack
in my head XD ooh. saw Xlm Amanda's awesome
bracelet, which i totally love n camwhored with :D
doesnt really suit coz it's superchunky n heavy as
opposed to my tiny wrist, but i love it anw ;) gna
hunt for somein similar ;) R: time to beatjuggle!~ :D


before i knew it everybody else in Team 2 tried, n
Mr KF went "okay, get back to your seats." kinda
suddenly, Xlm Amanda points at me n went "she?."
HAHA i didnt notice i hvnt had my go!~ [i was
paying attention okay] so i went n everyone else
went back to their seats!. wah rabak leave me alone
there n watch as if i knew what i was doing. HAHA XD
PRESSURE, YOU KNOW!~ haha 1st try was okay, did
ard 2times. then got to know my "problem", n went
agn. did more times, until 1pt when i was like thinking
"how long more do i hv to do this?.", n i lost count n
messed up. Mr KF was like "you do many rds ald.",
then he showed us e next step to beatjuggling -_-"

dammit cld've tried it just now!~ -_-" ha i wonder
why i didnt think of it :( freestyle!. :D XLd Shafiq went
before me n he got e "UHH YEAH" so i asked for it too
["catfight" haha X)] also got e FunkShitUp record :)
after awhile Mr KF came n i ended with a high pitch
"OOOH!~" HAHAHA XD it was so funny, i hv no
idea where it came from haha XD what's even
funnier was that Xlm Juju n some of e rest actually
imitated e sound. HAHAHA XD Mr KF said if it's a
2syllable sound must alternate within e grid -_-"
ha i wonder why i didnt think of it too :( then he
switched back to "ahh" n asked those who hvnt
do to do. e battle betw XLd Shafiq n i isnt over!. XP

talk2, Mr KF gave us links, more questions, talked
abt what's next, questions agn, "summary" haha XD
a-thanka-you/bday cadeau giving time!. HAHA,
Mr KF asked who made it n e rest all pointed at me -_-"
talked2 abt e probability of ever meeting agn n
that "dont hesitate to say hi, i will rmb all your faces."
HAHAHA XP was hving a micro-conversation with
Xlm Juju n i told her that i wna take a pHOTo with
Mr KF n she immediately went "she wants to take
a pHOTo with you!~ HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA XD
L: yah i even camwhore with his cap haha :D
R: last grp pHOTo, taken with my cam'ekal :D yelled
"EVERYBODY ACT DOPE!~" n everyone laughed n
didnt pose so Mr KF said "okay everyone point to
e camera~" n, TADAH!~ HAHAHA XD love it ^^ \m/


grp pHOTos, Xlm Damian's cam!. :D


when i wanted a pHOTo, e boys laughed at me, in e
end [LC:] HottIes Poo n [RC:] also took!~ HAHA XD
ELEH!~ act shy2 only, laugh at me but the also
want HAHAHA XP S: PAPARAZZI PHOTO FROM
XLM DAMIAN'S CAM!. :D i still rmb, this was during
e freestyle session when i cldnt get e sound in my
head out n was tryna do it via telepathy?. HAHA :)
n partly keeping an eye on e cap haha :D at e left
is Xlm Sir Tong inspecting my every move haha :)
i rmb, i wanted an "eheheh" sound HAHAHAHA XD


finish!. walking it out [haha] guess what i saw!. 8D
N: haha i took this pHOTo n e rest tot i was
crazy, there were like "do you hv to take pHOTos of
EVERYthing?~" HAHAHA XD LS: so this is where
they went!~ ^^ \m/ RS: i was like freaking happy!~
i mean, it's like they double self-tagged!~ :D altho,
they put it up e wrong side ard n my name appeared
as "itazz'e" instd, to which e boys said it sounds like
"italy"!. :D cant believe it's up n at e wrong way XD
and you wld think that since they're from library club,
they'd be smart?, hahaha oh e irony XD HAHA ^^ \m/


took Mrt back coz wanted to get hm quickly n
type abt e fawesome day haha :D L: camwhored with
e F1 ad along e way :) R: fastbreaker!. :D Hot Dzul n
Fadz dropped by today n they gave me a [literally]
in-my-face performance!~ damn cute!. XD then i
slept till 2200. semi-sweet dreams~ rofl ;)


THANKS HOTTITE Ms Joanna++ for e awesome
workshop opportunity!~ :D all we want [for now]
is a set of ttables n e rest of equipments :D
THANKS Mr Dj KoFlow++ for coming down n
everything!~ :D enjoy our "cadeau" haha :D

MOTS: ONE DAY YOU WILL FIND YOUR TALENT
AND PULL IT OUT FROM YOUR BACKSIDE!. :D
[by Dj KoFlow] Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@eightoclockmondaynightandimwaiting!.

HAHA!. obviously i wont be able to blog
everything quick [n gd] enough by NYE, so
i will continue happily posting in [somewhat]
chronological order so as to not mess up
e flow. will still do a final year summary post,
only that i'll publish it later ;) feel that it's weird to
blog abt things that happened mths ago. it's like,
gg thru every single detail agn. but it kinda make
me appreciate my life more, in a strange way.
just e fact that it's fawesome, n how YOU,
reading this, makes you fawesome too!~ ;)
HAHA. but seriously. only fawesome ppl visit
this place :D okay stop it E'zzati. MWAHAHA XD

*mon 7Sep
woke up ard 1600, went sockless :( Hot Gmum was
so cute, when i asked her if she wanted bble tea, she
like kinda lighted up rofl XD at Amk Mrt there was this
Euro-Skaterboy, i think he's a popular skater in town
for e event opening of e new park. i saw him n my
shades broke :( [im not tryna imply anything tho] :)
HARBERDASHERY!. :D tot it has a nice rhythm to it :D
got hm, i fixed my shades B) R: e 'lil black circle on
e top Rcorner is not a prototype, it's an Oreo. haha :D
supposed to use it as motivation but ate it up -_-"


*tue
woken up by 2 lovely texts :) saw Hot Im n he said
"kz, today is tuesday.", so i asked why n he replied
"coffee rush." haha :D RC1: tot its cute, haha
RC2: fastbreaker for today. L1+LC: fastbreaker for
tml. R: fastreakerfor tml's tml. [i compiled all e
pHOTos tgt, they were not made/bought on e same
day haha] anw, today i realized somein impt ;)


*wed
090909!. RYANNEBS ANNIVERSARY!. ^^ \m/
how awesome. e day that started everything :D
to this date i still rmb e whole incident with vivid
visuals n all e soundtrack n more :D just thinking
abt it now even brings me back e happiness :D

haha Threadless got sale, "ALL tees are $9! Happy
9/9/09 everyone!" HAHAHA Hot Parents were
saying how now no one is truly up for sahur, to
which i said it's now like "sahur-vivor." HAHA XD
woken up by a text agn, took a long bath. took a
long time on e net also ;) chatted with Hot Didi on
fbk quite alot today rofl XD funny, haha ;)

Hot Didi: heehee
E'zzati Said: heehee you too
Hot Didi: heeheeheheheehhehee
i sms you the other day you knooow
E'zzati Said: i know|i was abt to blog abt you
hahah|nvm later2

Hot Didi: heehehehe|okay cant stop giggling
anw hari raya i got alot of UPDATESSSSSS
heheheeheh|heeheheheh
E'zzati Said: okay|i dont think i hv any on my side|haha
Hot Didi: wei|why you so emo today?
[*in my mind i was like "what do you mean!~
im like this everyday!~ hahahahahaha X) *]

E'zzati Said: haha dno|suddenly antisocial like that
anyone sms also i dont reply
Hot Didi: i think you are hungry!
E'zzati Said: hahaha|k gtg|see you ard|TTFN!. :D
Hot Didi: goosebye cheer up :)|i love you|hahaahah
E'zzati Said: i love you too

followed by an msn conversation, funny also ;)
Hot Didi: heheheheheehehehe|*giggly mode*
E'zzati Said: RAWR|*emorocker mode*
Hot Didi: but that IS your usual mode.|very ninja warrior
[*HAHA so NOW she knows!~ HAHAHA XD]

at Hot Nabs blog, tot it's damn funny n quite a
gd idea, put tagboard downstairs, so ppl hv to
scroll n scroll before they can tag rofl XD finished
watching The Bachelor: Rome :D i think it's e only
i actually bothered to watch till e end?. haha X)

*thu
it's 0700 n i cant sleep. think im on an emotrip.
dont think it's abt anyone/anything specific.
i was thinking very much abt somein i dont
even know abt n how to put it. fantastic.
e whole paragraph above rhymed haha XD

it's like, i gotta feeling [im not singing rofl X)]
that someone somewhere was trying to tell me
somein via gutfeel :) woke at 1600 -_-" realized
that No Doubt is coming for F1Rocks. wahlau!~
i wna meet Gwen Stefani!. harajuku baby,
hougangjookoon rofl XD btw, PR 6 next thu
10pm!. :D ANTM 12!. my favs r: Celia, "nice to be
saturated with fashion" :) n Allison "nosebleeds!~" :)
love e pHOToshoot concept abt beloved childhood
games, n how girls nowadays grow up too fast n
they bcome bad. i agree :) haha hulahoop!~ :D

*sat
was chatting with XLd Shafiq abt ytd n scratching,
when Hot Dzul suddenly came up to me n said
"can you scratch for me?." haha i didnt, he left
then came back asking "how come you dont
want to scratch for me?." HAHA so cute :D was
listening to songs on e computer n he asked
for "TU AIR-MERR-RERR" he was referring to
TU AMOR!. HAHAHA XD cute or what~ :)
Hot Fadz was also cute today. he saw me n
immediately said "i wear ben 10 shirt!~" HAHA :)

also!. realized that i've kinda indirectly [somehow]
almost completed my Hip Hop Evolution!. :D now,
i just need to master Mc-ing!. HAHA ;) seriously.
i've been bboyed [Ryan], hiphopdance [Daphne],
graffed [Mr KG], dj [Dj KF], n even e 5th element
[i think?. haha] bboxed [Jannson++], so all i need
is mcing!~ i can do it!. XD haha funny how i was
sooo sure hiphop wasnt my thing. not that i think
it is now. but i love it more than i loved it ytd :D
altho i still cant/wont/dont intend to brk away
from my 1st "true love" with punk/pop rock :D
someimes ppl think im mad coz i listen to
vastly different genres in 1 life. i agree :D

i mean, let's face it. music is music. when
words fail only e music can speak. it's somein
that you'll nv know when you need it!. :D
[rhyme agn haha ;)] which is like, always, for
me haha. dammit SonE'zzati is like my life
support system!. :D for future references [agn],
i shall list e languages: english, latin, korean,
japanese, mandarin, arabic[really!~] +++
n no e genres [to me] for future references :)
poprock, punkrock, poppunk, kpop, latin, reggae,
reggaeton, "real" hiphop [n some subgenres like
dnb, a bit of dubstep here n there], alternative
rock, pop, dance +++ n e list goes on~ :D

*sun
slept at 7am!. woke to watch WDITOT2, re-slept n
woke for SYTYCD 3!. :D clean up room a 'lil bit ;)
outside, Hot Parents were blasting e usual cheesy
Hari Raya songs -_-" there r a few gd classics,
e rest, still leaves me wondering why nobody has
remixed/cover/improv it. one semangat day,
i will disintegrate all files n do my own twist on
it. mcm seronok gitu kan!~ HAHAHA ;D

hv you ever gotten an email that made you
smile even before you open it?. today i did :)
of coz i had to feeling2 perasan a 'lil bit, but hey,
nobody knows but you, me n Hot Nabs haha XD
L: ytd's fastbreaker!. :D R: fastbreaker!. :D


MOTS: FATE DECIDES WHO WALKS INTO YOUR LIFE.
YOU DECIDE WHO STAYS, WHO YOU LET WALK AWAY,
AND WHO YOU WON'T LET WALK OUT!. ;D
Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@bulletsformyvalentine!.

SAF ARMY OPEN HOUSE 2009!. :D
4 SEPTEMBER 2009!. :D
PASIR LABA CAMP, PASIR LABA RD, Singapore!. :D
E'zzati "Event-anista" Reporting!.

*fri
woke just nice :) missed train but ended up early.
only 11 HottIes souls, so we joined with IEU :)
bus leaves at ard 2. L1: HottIes Liyana n i got e
front seat!. haha -_-" L3: plant pruning at bke exit,
tot e word pruning is funny coz sounds so...
farmville?. haha XD e only nice song e bus had
was Dancing In The Moonlight. haha X)


quite a long ride. semi-sleep, camwhore a bit,
[Xlm Damian in e bckgrd haha], n enjoyed
HottIes Shima's n Farah's funny commentary XD


L: they covered the whole building with...
algae?. haha i know it isnt but nvm. n e
"gantry" was nice, very local touch haha XP


R: HottIes Genthryn has an ugly doll!. HAHA XD
queued for dno what, they played Fire Burning so
HottIes Liyana, Poo n i dance2 outside haha XD
as published online by HottIes Sufiyan, [haha]
"E'zzati wanna play with something, liyana say
biler mau game? I say let's play a love game" XD
i was getting bored!. there wasnt enough guns n
bombs to my liking X) if you know what i mean ;)


L1: i tot e balloons r cute :) R1: e 3rd Generation
Army. i think it's lame. like "REM: The Next
Generation" lame. L2: e soundtrack was quite
nice tho. R2: n e miniatures r very awesome.
kinda reminded me of Beetlejuice, haha :D


L: I LIKE THIS ONE!. then an old man told his
son "this r all e normal trucks~" -_-" like nooo~
haha it's a SIGNALS truck. for e PRECISION INFO.
how coincidental!. haha XD C: they had a
dress-up station too :D i dno what happened to
e rest of e pHOTos, but they're overdue. R: took
this pHOTo n HottIte Mr Zaidi saw me n said
"alamak, here got big helicopter you take picture
with this one!~" haha XD i like e spelling?. :)
there was a huge fan. aah, wind~ :D


L1: went to e Army not-so-Megamart :) reached n
e performance was over -_-" sat n waited a bit
in case Dharni pops out, but he didnt -_-"
<0409097>

R2: haha, e bus like got accelerator rofl XD
yeah, that was it. not many gd freebies, didnt
even finish half of my available hphink memory.
kinda dead, but just generally boring -_-"
L: bought at AmkHub, exactly 9bucks :)


LN: Hot Dzul!. he was actually doing e Cadbury
Eyebrow thingy haha X) NC+R: boiling took
longer then i tot n i made this :) so even if
i end up hungry, at least i hv somein to make
somein nice to wear with somein :) right.
S: okay so e flavours n everything was totally
unbalanced, altho it tasted quite yummy :)


MOTS: AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS!~ ;)
that is, if you know what i mean.
Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@stompyourfeetifyoulikemybeat!.

HAHA!. finally i've cleared Aug yay me haha :D
xmas is ard e corner [not that i celebrate it], so
currently Mr Bean [as in e shop] is selling this
Winter Wonderland drink n I AM ADDICTED!. ^^
comes with a pretty pricetag of $3.20!~ :D totally
worth it i tell you. got that Starbuck-ish feel but
without e guilt HAHA ;) really awesome, tastes like:
1. soymilk [duh -_-" altho not that strong]
2. oreo cookies+chocolate flavour [almost to e extent
of being equal to Oreo Choc Ice Blended!~]
3. CANDYCANE!. [which is actually Peppermint
flavouring, but still, it got me for a second :)]
best part, when you drink it, you'll be left with
this choc-soymilk taste in your mouth, n this
cooling minty feel down your throat :D as close to
alcohol as i can/wld get. n yes, no matter how
many times get one it still feels healthier :D
get one n make all e boring ppl in e queue behind
you jealous. it's sooo gd that i'll go out with
anyone who gets me this drink ;) you'll nv know.


*mon 31Aug
got to know that e next XLM session with Mr KF is
postponed coz he got e Dj finals to attend -_-"
i knew it haha. according to Xlm Damian it's e
following fri, which is 11sept. what a date :)
also got to know there's an excursion on fri :)

*tue
slept after sahur, but it's like only halfasleep
kinda sleep?. woken up, slep agn, weirdest dream,
woke at 1230 X) L1: e rest went to Causeway Pt n
Hot Mum found choc oreos!. :D 1 was at value$,
for $1.20. R1: chic tenders!. she even took
ketchup with it :D THANKS HOT MUM!. ^^
L2: fastbreaker!. refried e chic tenders :)
R2: coffeerush!. :D i like this pHOTo of Hot Im :)
found out that his fav is G Dragon :D he kept
talking abt him :) i also drank mine, it's quite
nice actually. just very light coffee :) unlike
caramel, which e coffee was quite strong n e
almost painful supersweet caramel taste. now
Hot Im n i kinda scared abt e cinnamon rofl XD
hmmm. it's rainy days like this when i wonder
how Hot Dad works :) bathed, cut my hair :)


*wed
R1: HGSGHGPG final report!. finally~ :D
gave HottIte Mr Foong his tchers day cadeau
n he was like "AH?. chocolate uh?." i actually
replied that e design is so him [Lol... Lol...] n
he was like "oh thank you thank you" HAHAHA XD
bought donuts otw back, n e Donutstaff was
like [at e other staff] "student la deh.", then she
looked at me n said "bad auntie she dont want
give your your money back." in truth, i didnt
even know there's a student special. also, e
"auntie" wasnt really that "auntie" so i kinda
felt bad. but wtv goes!. thanks anw :D


i took this pHOTos in e bus to show n
remind you that i hv my own mouth, so
to speak. for your future reference :D


N: they had this "free bumper cd" which
i didnt really understand at 1st -_-"
RS: tot it's cute?. nice to touch too!. :D


*thu
030909!. submitted everything ^^ \m/


left ard 0707, e voiddeck light was still on!. :)
bus took quite long to arrive -_-" just missed
88bus, almost got hit while jaywalking -_-"
410wbus driver uncle waited for me, thanks :)
L1: today's session was mostly boys, n most r
leftys. nice :) there was another "Izzati" too haha :)
R1: found a diamond :D blah3, went hm :) finally
reached AMQ n e song was Mas Que Nada haha :)
e person smiled at me, then point me to e office,
in e end she help me call e Ustad :) he was like
"oh, baju ya?. letak ajer di sini~ terima kasih~ :)"
HAHA wish i cld say somein nice in return, without
sounding like im "RAPPING" XP ahh. till now, it's
e only place i feel safe enough to take off my
Vans in plain sight :D haha, i didnt take off my
socks tho, so Sr was in my mosque!. HAHA XD
13bus came fast!. :) woohoo, e deed is done :D


FAREWELL DSG, N I WILL MISS YOU!. :)
all those times, it came to this. thanks for
not crashing on me in e middle of my work,
thanks for not lagging when i fbk as i work,
thanks for being so entertaining haha ;D


otw hm there was this blindguitarbusker dude,
he played this wicked riff so i gave him some
change, he was like "thank you", so i said
"you're welcome". almost immediately after
that he started playing some Air Supply stuff -_-"

*sat
ordered pizza online!. so cute they send email :)


R1, green arrow: Hot Dzul kept eating e
cookies i made, n then he'll give me one :)
went on for quite a few times, n he'll make
sure he gives me e greencup!. haha, cute :D
today Ch5 aired Corpse Bride agn!. :D


*sun
got to know that in e morn Hot Gmum gave
Hot Dzul some cookies to take hm but he didnt
coz he said "later finish" OMG SO CUTE!~ XD
another batch of cookies. i found a more
efficient [n faster] way to make em ;D


L: SYTYCD!. :D R: heehee ;) [if you get it.]


MOTS: GO GO GO!~ YOU NV HAD
E TIME BCOZ YOU MOVE TO SLOW!~ ;)
Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@butbabythatsokay!.

HAHA okay i took out these 2 days as they
were my "highlights" of e wk. basically they r
just e longposts haha XP DAMMIT I HV SO MUCH
TO SHARE N CONNECT WITH YOU ALL ON A
BLOGGING LEVEL!. WERE YOU OKAY WHILE THIS
BLOG WAS IN COMA?. :) awww dammmnnn,
someimes im just tired n i dont feel like telling
you anything. i just wna lay in bed n
listen to SonE'zzati n think a lot more :D
but im back now. and i miss you. HAHA XD

*wed
plan was sch, hm, lib, ld. in e end snoozed until nvm -_-"
early [before my next session] so dropped by e lib :)
L: Baybeats brochure r so cute!. e rest r just coolstuff :)
i rang e alarm otw out, so at e counter n e BishanLibMkcik
explained everything to me in MALAY, it was kinda awkward
haha so after that i just said in an amazingly [for me]
soft-spoken sweet voice "Terima Kasih ^^" HAHA XD
after that i wanted to wish her Happy Fasting, but i went
"Selamat Hari Raya!~ ^^" instd rofl XD her immediate
response was "Selamat Har", before she realized that
it's barely 5 days into being a Ramadhanista, so in
total she replied "Selamat HarHAHAHAHAHA" XD


haha!. played with XLd Sylvest's... accessories?. XP


got Ld Rachel to join in!. XD


today we spent time dissecting n cleaning e
routine :) somewhere in betw i asked em how their
OFA exam went n i had quite a laugh. we decided to
drop e upcoming Teacher's Day performance :)
didnt wna but had no choice :( no sessions during
hols coz fasting. i "YESSed!." n HottIte Mrs Foo was
like "YOU AHHH!~" oops XP Ld Rachel n Oi liked e
Kawaii bk that i borrowed!. ^^ haha. took grp photos,
n Ld Mas was like "tak equal!~" AHAHAHA XD


got 1 of e Indian Dancers to help us take a "proper"
grp photo lol. cant wait for e real cca photoshoot.
should be fun. i think. HAHAHAHAHA XD


L1: e name of e LJS person who served me is "Song!."
i tot that was pretty brill!. haha, so i made an imaginary
mat korean, n i named him RHYTHMONE ["ridhwan" but
with a twist ^^] also an imaginary bff named E'rammuh
["irama" rofl X)] any other ideas?. back to e pt, she was
rather efficient n VERY friendly in compared to my
lazy ordering today. efficient coz, she was like "wna try
e golden deal?. offer~ ^^" so i said yah okay. basically
she asked everything n i just had to give at most
3words replies. save my breath!. HAHAHA ^^ she even
separated e fries for me :) heh nice. C2: awesome bk!. ^^
L2: damn cool!. :D R: anw, got TWO REPLIES from AMQ!~ :D


LABELS R LOVE CAMPAIGN!~ i know, it's nothing much
but i suppose it's a start to my LABAOD charity ^^
tasted e Caramel Macchiato Caffe Latte today!. X)
i dont take coffee, so i swallowed e 1st gulp quick, which
was not a very gd idea coz e coffee taste stayed in my
throat -_-" at 2nd sip, i cld taste e caramel!. taste exactly
like e one in Mars chocolates :) i told Hot Im n he was like,
"oh i think we forgot to shake it so e caramel's all settled"
HAHAHAHA XD managed to get him to finish it hahaha
THANKS HOT IMAN!. ;D anw, e cup was rather distracting,
i wanted to say "Caramel Macchiato" n i kept wanted to
stumble n say "Caramel MACHOto" hahahaha XD
E'zzati Said: my 1st time drinking coffee!.
Hot Im: n it's cold. oh wait. i drank cold coffee before haha.
E'zzati Said: n it's PACKET. wah e Kopiko taste rises up
my throat seh!~
Hot Im: ni bkn kopiko lah kakza, ni coffee latte!~
E'zzati Said: HAAHHAA it's caffe latte uh not coffee!~ XD

*fri
woken up by a cockroach on my toes n horrible music
from next door -_-" reached sch n chatted a bit with
HottIes Faris abt Baybeats. not many ppl came -_-" n
no tcher also. which was rather sad, coz e main pt of
me gg for class today was just to wish em advanced
HTD n kill time before e Dj workshop later :) in class
Xlm Damian called HottIes Poo, n he told me so i left :)
reached B207, n Xlm Damian was like "E'zzati!~ im
like praying for someone to come~" "only 1 person me.
fafa tchers day event, john cabut, anita not coming"
HAHAHA sad -_-" so i got him to enter first. then
HottIte Ms Joanna came n slowly e rest appeared -_-"
waited a 'lil bit, n then Mr Koflow [haha] went
"today~, im gna give you a LECTURE on turntables :)"
HAHA!. what an opening line -_-" thankfully Xlm Juju was
there, so we asked him stuff like why his name is KoFlow,
what's his real name, how he got into Djing,... :D
HAHA he used to skateboard too. cool or what haha XP

finally XLd Sylvest n Xlm Andre came -_-" after that
one by one, we had to 4 to e floor :) talked abt rhythm n
groove n stuff like that X) then went on to samplings
n XLd Shafiq asked for Right Rd, which i asked for
Calle Ocho coz i wanted to see him put his spin on it.
in e end he chose XLd Sylvest's request, which was
Firestarter :D during beatjuggling he used Yeah -_-"
haha all my "memories" came back -_-" HAHAHA X)
talked abt e diff kinds of music n how nowadays
hiphop isnt hiphop [mwahaha so true :)] n how
local audience is like in comparison to overseas :D
then talked abt undergrd vs commercial. n finally,
TIME TO SCRATCH!~ ^^ HAHA :D

baby scratch!. i wanted to be e 1st few to go but
out of embarrassment i let e enthuboys go first!. :D
so it was Xlm Damian, XLd Sylvest, Xlm Sir Tong,
then me!. :D followed by Xld Syafiq, HottIes Poo,
Xlm Andre n Juju :D after i went Juju asked me if
it was scary, to which i replied "no uh, paiseh~" X)
so yeah. scratched n talk n scratched n talk n scratch n
talked somemore :D haha anw it's like every hr he'll
give us 5min brks but none of us will go for it haha :)

combie!. freestyle, OTOT. i think he knows that
i wna go n try mwahaha XD i forgot e scratchtypes,
so i simply ignore e crossfader n made babies
[n in e scratching ones of coz] n i think some
forward ones?. managed to do 1 outta 3 combies
that i had inside my head. at switching time no
one wanted to switch, n i was running outta
material, finally HottIes Poo came on :) haha, it was
a 'lil bit more difficult coz e rm was cold beyond
control [kinda] n my fingers were pretty much
ald frozen -_-" after combie we had a hardcore
qna session, which turns out to be more Zen then
i expected!. HAHA, i think only 20% of e question were
technical based?. anw, it turned out rather lovely :)

i asked him [somewhat] generally, how to like,
overcome shyness n just get started into e scene
[no "specific" scene in mind tho haha] n he replied
"just know your stuff~ get used to e things."
"stay clam" [haha so true?.] "n just be composed :)"
which, at 1st heard, i tot he said "JUST DECOMPOSE"
HAHAHA ROFL XD somein to rmb down e road :D

took Mrt with Xlm Juju :) otw back somewhere in
Amktc i saw HottIte Mc Taufiq. he police!~ :) haha
damn sooo missed him n Bala, awesomeness X)
L1: Hot Nabs's blog!. haha R2: wrongly pasted haha.
R1: Fandi Ahmad!. he actually wanted to carry me but
i was scared so he carried Hot Nabs instd. haha.
this is what i hv to make all e soccermats jealous.
other then my fantastic skills of coz, HAHA ROFL XD


ALSO REALISED IT'S E 1M1D UN-VIRGIN-NERVERSARY
IN TERMS OF BBOXING XD FIND IT RATHER...
PERFECT?. ^^ 1ELEMENTAFTERANOTHER X) HAHA.
MOTS: JUST A 'LIL BIT OF HIPHOP FOR YOUR SOUL!~ ;)
Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs