E'zzati's Secret.

@justagirlwhohadto.

*fri
went out for VDG session n Hot Wak K reached -_-"
she brought cookies for me!. DAMMIT haha. before
JE MRT, my train actually got stuck!. it's kinda funny to
see ppl freak out!. felt really cool, as if i was in e
Singapore Flyer when it stuck, only it's MRT instead!. :D

Lol... Lol... reached CL MRT at 1300!. session is at
1400 so i went to NTUC to get a drink but i was too
lazy to queue so i walked ard. i wanted to get some
KFC but i only found e riders instead [wth?!. haha :)]
so i bought McD. Clementi is so unglam. RAWR!. :D

at session some were just in their own element!. otw back
VDGHottie Izzat: uhh... e'zzati, theres somein on ur leg.
so i was like calmly looking for it coz i tot it was a
lifeless thing. IT WAS A SUPER HAIRY BROWN CATERPILLAR!.
i freaked out n panic-shuffled. Lol... Lol...

it has come across to me that some ppl think that
i am wasting my time gg for my CCAs, n it's really
annoying!. i know i'm not THAT gd yet, but at least
i'm doing somein to get there!. RAWR if nothing else,
now i can blow a balloon till it burst in their face!. ;)

*sat
went out for VDG session a bit later. reached CL MRT at
ard 1345. otw there e grp of constructionistas [lol!.]
specially moved a wheelbarrow n big stone for me to
walk coz it was in my way!. Lol... Lol...
THANKS CONSTRUCTIONISTAS!. :D

today more ppl came for VDG. so obviously some of
us wont get to perform. kinda drama to me!. heh.
at night i just lied in my bed n tot abt e whole damn
thing till i fall sleep. think scream think rawr think
WHAT WOULD SEUN'G TI GE'ZZATIRARD DO?!.

*sun
today i called up Hot Didi to chatjoke for 25mins. ;D
felt 1.3 times betta after that :) then i tot Psych was
at 1600!. but it was preponed[?] to 1530 so DAMMIT!.

*mon
today VDG Joanne called n said that im not booked, so i
dont need to go for sessions until after perf. BUT WAIT!.
Sdo Qida texted saying that im booked to perform!. WOO!~
i know... last minute, but im so excited now so YEAH!. :D
anw, i was online n then this happened:

GUY A: hey hey. when wan dance wif me?. tsk
E'zzati Said: do you hv any youtube?
GUY A: nah. cant post online. youtube of wad eh?
E'zzati Said: your dance lah haha
GUY A: canot post. confidential. haha
E'zzati Said: ELEH~
GUY A: oh my. u wan see me strip? so malu u know
*no response on my side*
GUY A: eheh. suke eh u. can i date u? haha
*me thinking: perasan seh!.*
*no response on my side*
GUY A: can? asl eh maybe? eh..wadz ur num eh?
*no response on my side*
GUY A: ? ?? ur num pe? me nk ajak u kua. hehe. u there?
E'zzati Said: dont want tell you
GUY A: asl? kate nk knl2 mre. hehe
*i didnt say i wanted to "knl2"!. he perasan!.*
E'zzati Said: haha dont want tell you
GUY A: sigh. pape msg me at 9*******. i gtg nw. byee
E'zzati Said: k
GUY A: i gtg nw. pape msg me at 9*******. byee
E'zzati Said: bye
GUY A: haha msg tao...jgn tak msg. nti i majok sei u tk msg

somewhen during that a guyfriend of mine came online so
i prompted him to chat abt e above conversation n
this is what happened!. Lol... Lol... XD

E'zzati Said: SO GLAD YOU'RE ONLINE!. I NEED YOUR OPINION ON THIS
GUY B: HAHA. why? what what what?
E'zzati Said: this is from a guy on msn. okay this is what he said.
u wan see me strip?. can i date u?. me nk ajak u kua
E'zzati Said: WHAT SHOULD I SAY/DO
GUY B: really? then?
E'zzati Said: i dno
GUY B: if u want to see him strip.. then u go lor? xD..
*me think: Lol... Lol... laughingboy emoticon here*
E'zzati Said: then he gimme his number.
E'zzati Said: he said: msg tao...jgn tak msg. nti i majok sei u tk msg
GUY B: ooh. then go merajuk la. xD. that kind.
*me think: Lol... Lol... 2laughingboy emoticons here*
E'zzati Said: then i nv even reply so he say: suke eh u
E'zzati Said: PERASAN SEH!. shyiok sendiri...
GUY B: HAHAHA. maybe quiet means yes? LOL.
E'zzati Said: ishhhhhhh. you also perasan!. hahahaha
*me think: Lol... Lol... 3laughingboy emoticons here*

*tue
so we scheduled a Sdo session to brainstorm abt what we
gna do. supposed to start at 1000, but i was late :/ OH!.
when i reached sch wasnt so empty coz i think there was
a BL session n Tra'irat Seni was also sessioning in e studio ;)
confirmed things n cleaned up some routines n brainstorm :D

session ended earlier than expected [for me] so i decided to
buat kuih. REALLY!. it's Sarang Semut. means Alien Ant Farm.
Lol... Lol... no lah AAF is a gd band e kuih is just Ant Farm. i think
e name is not bad coz some names of mly kuihs can get really
cheesy!. example: Biskut Purnama Rindu. so lame n unglam!.
Lol... Lol... here's evidence that i really made kuih!.

THE PROOF IS IN THE KUIH!.

THANKS HOT WAK K FOR THE RECIPE!.
SORRY HOT GMUM FOR THE MESS!.

WOW LONG POST!. Lol... Lol... UhDduhkHeh~ lately in sch i've
been noticing quite a handful of boys coming in to apply!. YAY!.
ALL THE BEST BOYS!. :D haha see i'm so sweet right?. hee ;)
btw i also bought new socks to wear for sch!. it's very... RAWR!.
YEAH LIKE QuRAWRtul!. i like~ Lol... Lol... -_-"


oh yeah. HottIes Sufiyan introduced this song to me,
saying that "it's sooo you" [as in me]. i love it!. it's so me!.
Lol... Lol... i find it really cool she is now 1 of my idols!. :D
MY OFFICIAL 2008/2009 DANCE ATHEM!. PRESENTING...
Lady Gaga - Boys Boys Boys!. TTFN!. :D



Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@nightmaresbeforexmas!.

*22 December 2008
1234hrs met Hot Didi at DG Mrt coz we wanted to
go to Plaza Singapura to celebrate our bday :D i was
early n hungry so we went to KFC to eat. while queuing i
wanted to say "Toasted Twister" but i accidentally said
"Twisted Toaster"!. Lol... Lol... when we were eating she
said that i should cut my hair n wear a skirt n hairband to
sch coz i wld look damn pretty [omg she used e word "damn"!]
Lol... Lol... then e rest of e conversation was like this:

E'zzati Said: Lol... Lol... haha dont want...
Didi: WHY?~
E'zzati Said: pretty is not what i aim for!. mwahaha ;)
Didi: HA~ then what do you aim for?~
E'zzati Said: haunting. *grins mischievously*
Didi: *asked really innocently* what?~
E'zzati Said: HAWnTing!. [HAWT+HAUNT=HAWnTing]
Didi: HMPH!.

Lol... Lol... so yah. that, n hotdorkanista!.
went to daiso n spotlight but was let down.
catched up on e gossip n schlife n boys n jokes n
things n boys. i know, i typed boys twice.
Lol... Lol... haha Gong D n Seun'g Ti!. :D

went to Mcd n i bought my dessert choice.
THANKS HOT CIK AMIT FOR THE PREPAID CARDS!. :D
THANKS HOT DIDI FOR WRAPPING IT!. :D


stayed n talked at DG MRT, then i left coz
i was meeting Hot Mum, Nyai, Im, n Nabs at
AMKTC. was still early so i went to amk lib.
woo hoo hotdorkanista all e way!. :D
so then i just met em at e AMKTC Pizza Hut :D

when discussing what to order Hot Im asked
"eh, tu maggi eh?!." n me n Hot Nabs cldnt
stop laughing!. Lol... Lol... he meant pasta XD
then e PHuteress asked him if he wanted his
ice cream "together or after?." guess what...

it came BEFORE!. not tgt, not after, BEFORE!.
Lol... Lol... XD so me n Hot Nabs laugh agn.
then i think e PHuteress paiseh ald coz after
that e PHutMger served us. but he also lousy,
anyhow say my bstix is cinammon!.



Hot Iman actually asked for Apple Juice lol :)
n his icecream is so lame lah!. Lol... Lol...
oh saw this retro car it's sooo cool!. Lol... Lol...

*23 December 2008
went out with Hot Mum to AMKTC. met Hot Wak K,
then walked ard AMK Hub, then went to Banquet.
met Hot Wak Lan n Rasyidin :) joked, then Hot Mum n
i went to This Fashion coz i wanted a new dress :D
found some funnyones as a fashionjoke but didnt buy.

i found 2!. yay me punk-aHAWnT-ass!. :D
Dress #1: brown. i know. BROWN!. but i like it~
Dress #1: rose pink, custard yellow, mocha brown.
so random right!. but they were e best finds so i
got both :D cant wait to wear em!. ask me out!. :D

then i finally went to AMK Lib. it was kinda
empty, got some nice bks but i was too lazy to
carry some so ima come back another day :)

*24 December 2008
reached ITE Clementi at ard 1013, n only
Ms Aisha n Joanne was there!. woo i was e
1st to arrive!. Lol... Lol... when i entered e
1st thing that Joanne did was tapped my head at
e fringe there!. Lol... Lol... *pulls a dollface* X)

when everyone reached we warmed up, practiced e
1st song. e girls went out to practice. they said i was
kinda flat so i was like "oh, ok" coz i also know n
paiseh ald. when i reached hm i recorded myself in e
same way i practiced n it was SUPERLEMAU!.

Lol... Lol... so now i paisehlah!~ Ms Aisha just asked
me to do my homework before next session :) after
that we practiced e 2nd song, which i felt more
comfy with coz i grew up listening to it!. YAY :)
n of coz, i didnt sound as LEMAU as before!. Lol... Lol...

after session i followed VDGHotties Liyana, Ashraf, n
Muhammad to eat at foodcourt coz Ying Qi wanted to
eat at LJS but Clementi is LJS-free -_-" Lol... Lol...
i was really hungry!. e lemon tea is pathetic!. RAWR.
btw. for e 1st time ever, i was e 1st person to finish!. :D


e other 2 girls were eating prata [in their own world] then
VDG Ashraf started "disturbing" em!. Lol... Lol... he asked if
they wanted him to help em tear[?] their prata into
smaller pieces coz they were eating slowly. guess what!.
in end HE WAS E LAST PERSON TO FINISH!. Lol... Lol...

im so sick~ now. i wna cook somein that will warm me up
but i cant think of anything!. i keep thinking of desserts n
cold drinks!. pluss!. i still hvnt found my souljacket yet... :(
it rained alot today. must be Singapore's version of snow.
global warming what... Lol... Lol...

lastly!. another reason why this post is
called mynightmarebeforexmas is
bcoz recently i keep getting nightmares!.
its usually ard 0800hrs so after that i
dont feel like sleeping back. weird!.


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@random

Get Your Sexy Name

*i've skipped 2 VDGsessions so here's a somein!. :D

i love how fun they r onstage n how they r just
not boring or e usual kind. n it's 1 of my fav songs, n
i think they did they best cover version so far!.
MOSAIC WHISPERS ROCK!. Lol... Lol... :D


FORK is just awesome!. :D

*this pisses me off!. REALLY!. RAWR!.
it's a promo card for ITE's Event Mngmt. okay so i
may be jealous, but it's EVENT MNGMT!. i think that
they should at least put a EVMhottie on it!. like,...
EVM has sooo many betta hotties that deserve it!. RAWR!.


*New Year Party At Marina Bay.
anyone saw e ad?. they actually used e
song Damaged by Danity Kane!. Lol... Lol...
*reflects on e memories* i wonder why!.

*recently i did somein rather naughty!. ;D
I PRANK-TAGGED SOMEONE!. ;D
he actually entertained me back n i
really had fun. i think he had fun too ;D
i really hope that he'll nv know it's me coz i
think if he does it might disappoint him.
oh well it was fun while it lasted :)

*last but never e least,....
MY STEPDAD ROCKS!. :D

TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@coziknowhowifeelaboutyounow.

*tue
went to Dahtaran Pahlawan for awhile!.
i like e word PAHLAWAN!. like cool hahaha :)
finally found Dry Pisang Salai!. or wtv it is
called. left 1 packet only!. DAMMIT.

its not as dry as i like it tho. but wtv. anw,
otw back e airon in e car stopped working!.
DAMMIT DAMMIT!. Lol... Lol... oh well i wanted
some MCR for my bday!. but not like this!. X)


anw, some random photos of e hols. my
final camwhoring moment with my long fringe.
i love e lighting in this pic n how emo i look haha :)


L: A LOUSY LOGO!. i tot it was LPINE SPORT.
as in ler-pine, or l-p-ine. it's ALPINE!. sheesh.
Lol... Lol... so lame but 3outta5 ppl tot so too.

M: KINDERJOY!. a new version of Kinder Surprise!.
takes some getting used to, but it beats Kinder Surprise!.
R: how e inside looks like. also, there's actually like
cookie/wafer/biscuit pieces innit so it's more like
Kinder Bueno than Kinder Surprise. i was kinda shocked n
super excited when i saw it n bought it for e 1st time.
e petrolcashier tot i was crazy!. Lol... Lol...

what a weird n messed up vacation!. i kinda
like how twisted it turned out to be tho. heh.
RAWR!. kinda looking forward to sch reopen!.
hopefully e JAN INTAKE HAS MORE BOYS!.
Lol... Lol... Cheers :D TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@mightnotfeelthesamewaytml.

*mon
went to Melaka Sentral, ate at A&W,
then i started feeling really awful!. seriously
physically i was like dying!. suddenly felt
supercold n tummypain n headache,...

so Hot Dad accompanied me as i
hold on in e car. was like trying not to
lose my mind/temper/soul/life!.
we were in front of a huge speaker at
Mydin, n they played really stupid music!.

when we reached e hotel carpark i
vomitted e moment i stepped outta e car!.
twice!. REALLY TOT I WAS GNA DIE!. funny
thing is e boys just watched in shock!. heh i
think they also didnt know what to do!.

in room i shitted, then washed up n
felt betta. e rest went to e Pasar Malam so
i asked Hot Uncle Joe if it is possible that i
borrow his laptop. so i did!. n there was an
internet connection!. wooo hooo!~

weird thing is most of em r in mly, even
fster!. ya i know i cld change but it was
interesting haha. i decided that life is short,
you'll nv know when you're gna die!.
so i added some ppl on fster n msged those
who i think is em but not sure ;)
IT WAS A REALLY SCARY DAY!.
i seriously tot i was gna die!.
i'm sooo glad im still alive!.
TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@andiwnagetwhatiwant.

*sun
in e morn i had slight fever hurrhurr. went to
eat at Chicken Rice shop. i didnt really
eat actually. just drank lotsa lemon tea. it was
really nice!. they had desserts [some jelly thing],
so i poured it into my cup coz it tastes betta :D

halfway drinking, I SPILLED MY DRINK!. so
embarrassing!. a few seconds later Hot E e [+Rafi]
spilled a drink too!. so it's not my fault!.
Lol... Lol... they spilled STRAWBERRY drink hahaha

otw to e car there was this traffic policeman.
he asked us to "wait for e light", so we were like
"okay!. :D" then when we crossed we turned back
HE WASN'T THERE ANYMORE!. Lol... Lol... so we
"bangga" ar tot we Ghost Whisperers!. Lol... Lol...

at night went to [newsch]Umbai to eat. quite
pathetic actually compared to e oldsch one!.
haha since my jeans were dirty from e "teabath"
this morning, i wore my WHITE SKINNY JEANS!.
we reached n i realized i got my PERIOD!. haha -_-"

they had a tv there n e channel showing was
Jom Dansa [=Let's Dance] but you know what!,
e programme that was on was WWE!. WRESTLING!.
Lol... Lol... haha what?, wrestling is e new dancing?.
Lol... Lol... n oh e Hardy Boyz r still alive!. haha woo :D

there were lotsa cats over there!. but there was
this 1 cat then went across my chair n just
sat up beside me n posed!. POSED!. it's white but
it had a cute like thunder-shaped mark on it's
tail n on e top of e head!. cool right!. it's eyes were
greenish-turquoise. so hot!. i love it!~
MY DREAM CAT!. :D


i fed it a cockle, n it bit it like superfast!. like
instantly!. it's reflexes were insanely quick!.
superdamncool!. i miss it so much now.
after eating we went to Mydin. finally saw a
cute Malaysian mat [but not rep :)]!. :D

he wore this really cute tee n he caught
me reading it so he smiled at me!. 77% CUTE!.
i smiled back lah... then he like signalled at me
asking whether i want his shirt or not!. Lol... Lol...
82% CUTE!. Lol... Lol... i just laughed :D

Mydin was more pathetic than Tesco.
but at least it had a cute boy!. hee hee.
i miss my homeboys now :) TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@wheremypartypeopleat.

*sat
left for Malacca early morn. weather was nice, i wanted
to walk hm!. oh i saw a mackik wear baju kurung with
eyeball patterns!. twisted but so cool!. :) then went to
e Malaccanistas Castle. i think i ate most of e
Javanese Choc'z [Tempe] that they served!. mwahaha :)

they said recently they saw an inverted crescent moon, n
it had 2 stars on top so it looked like a smiling moon.
means, e end of e world is coming!. :$ scary!.
then some of us left to see some cows [really], but
Hot Nabs n i stayed back n they let us watch their tv!. :D

it was really cool, they had KBS channel!. hee hee :D
watched Hitz, they played Colby O' Donnis What You Got
acoustic vid n i think its a lil betta then e real one!. haha
after that Fall For You, Word Up [Korn], Forever [Chris B],...
quite cool!. haha then left for Everly Resort Hotel Room 204.

e hotel name so lame n unglam!. EVERLY. mwahahaha.
went to Tesco. dimelo?, their KFC had no ketchup!.
n they dont carry Shrooms Burger!. RAWR. then e
boys went to go get icecream for emselves!. shocking!.
i tot only girls eat icecream!. Lol... Lol...

at Tesco Hot Nabs n i bcame e packers for a
night. you know, put purchases in e plastic bags.
fun!. Lol... Lol... oh n coincidentally, Hot Dad wore a
polo tee that looks like a Grade A imitation of e
uniform!. Lol... Lol... we managed to get a JPEG :)


OTW TO E HOTEL I SAW A SIGN!. looks like
"SATAN ->" so for a moment i tot i was e
REAPER!. after re-reading it it was actually
"SANTAN ->"!. Lol... Lol... XD

at e hotel lobby we saw this statue.
looks so wrong!. Lol... Lol... it's actually just e
lighting behind it but wtv. Lol... Lol...


oh i bought new shoes!. e front of e sole is
really slippery but e back heel has a strong grip.
cool right!. like fun like that can slide2 controllably :D
oh e cutehottie is my cuz, Dzulfadzly!. he's
Dzulkhairi's bro. he was looking at my shoes haha :D


in e room Hot Nabs n i started camwhoring :)


WE SAID SO!. :D


we got invaded!. L: Hot Dad R: Hot Uncle Joe :D


i decided to take somepics to commemorate
my 18yo "HOTDORKANISTA" campaign!. :D

borrowed Hot Mum's glasses... Lol... Lol...


HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY/TRIP/YEAR:
i was ALMOST named Qurratul Ain!.
n my nname wld be Ququ!.

Lol... Lol... can you imagine!. after
living 18yrs of my life as E'zzati i realized
that i was almost Qurratul!. can you imagine!.
going to qurratulsaid.blogspot.com!.
reading Qurratul's Secret?!. Lol... Lol...

THANK GOD I'M

TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs