E'zzati's Secret.

@fearmeifyoudare!.

HAPPY FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH!. MAR 2009!. :D
hello there~ e hotties from my nightmares!~
there's 1 left this yr [Nov]!. RAWR!. ;D

at 0000 i texted some hotties to wish em ;) some
of em expected it ald hahaha muuaahh~ Lol... Lol...
theres no sch but had Sdo session!. :D today my
lips hurt very rabakly~ :'( haha i really went to e
toilet to cry a lil bit. a lil bit only~ :) while waiting
for instructor camwhored n activated[?] my purse of
pranks agn ;D then HottIeSdo Sufiyan showed me a
"memory". actually it's just a piece of my sec sch's
fscap paper :) i miss Peirce!. :D session today was
RAWR!. in both ways ;D Lol... Lol... weeeeeeee~


sooo many Hotstuffs asked me out but i didnt wna go for
any particular one [special day what~] so in e end i
didnt go for all -_-" i just stayed at hm n be naughty XD
i virtually pranked ppl n i was doing some stalking when...

I FOUND THIS!. :D OMG HOW CREEPY IZZIT!. ;D
HIS HAIRSTYLE IS JUST LIKE SCREAMO SUPREMO!. 8D
a lot of ppl say it's just coincidence, but ima pretend
that he reads my blog n got inspired heehee XD ;) ^^
[perasan rofl ;)] HANDSOME RIGHT!~ WOOOHOOOOO!~


*heart melts like chocolate fondue fountain~* 8D


1 [from L]: POUT LIKE YOU MEAN IT!. 2: "oh E'zzati!~"
3: him getting ready to catch me when i fall or
assault him [or both ;)] 4: "yes E'zzati i read your
blog, like my hairstyle?. i like yours too~ i borrowed
your eyeliner btw heehee ;)" Lol... Lol... XD


by now you might hv wondered then my heartcandy
wna put where right?. he's actually still here!. :D
Lol... Lol... well he apologized with a bouquet to me
ald for being *cough*slutty*cough* lately!. Lol... Lol...
i missed him!. ahahaha okay you handsome also~ :)


TADA!. CREEPY ALSO RIGHT!. Lol... Lol... XD


"coz when im singing, i m thinking of you~
what you would do if, you were the one~
who was spending the night, oh i wish that i~
was looking into your eyes~" Lol... Lol... XD
i like this pHOTo!. he looks stupid n sweet :D


then i went online for awhile n played with e
webcam. JPEGed my heart out!. Lol... Lol...
hahaha it's so fun to do retarded faces!. XD
i also recorded a scoolpid [stupid+cool] video!.
Lol... Lol... ask me personally if you wna see!. XD


ooh!. while making e collages i noticed somein. if
i didnt fill e bckgrd with pink, then there'll be a
visual illusion!. you know, like those pages in
Pri5 textbk [i think?] where you look at somein n
it appears 2ways n things like that?. if i were to
leave e bckgrd white, it wld seem as if there r
blinking gray square spots at e corners betw e
pictures!. try it yourself!. so cool rofl XD

Lol... Lol... hope that for now e pHOTo haunts
you while you're dreaming ;) Lol... Lol...
I LOVE FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH!. ;P
FTT MAR 2009 was a gd time!. Lol.. Lol...
hope you all had a lovely FTT too!. hee ;D

MOTS: YOU MIGHT WAKE UP AND NOTICE
YOU'RE SOMEONE YOU'RE NOT!. :)
Cheers!. TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@itsintheblood!.

*8 MARCH 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HOT MUM!.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!~ YEAH!~

HOT MUM!. I LOVE YOU!. XD
for her bday we went shopping at Compass Pt n
made steamboat at hm :) anw, did you manage
to guess what it is?. [L] haha it's actually a
gold ncklz [C, R] :D it was quite funny coz when
shopping she wanted to buy a ncklz n we had to
like kinda tell her not to without being obvious X)
in e end she bought it so i told e boss of e project
[Hot Dad] n he just replied candidly "really ah, then
biar dier pakai dua2 ar~" -_-" Lol... Lol... XD


HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO YOU!~
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO YOU!~
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO HOTPARENTS!.
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO YOU!~ YEAH!~

HOTPARENTS!. I LOVE YOU!. XD
but i still think that you're an odd couple ;P
e cakeanista[?] asked how many candles we wanted
so i highlighted that if we were to sum up Hot Mum's
age+HotParent's anniversary+Hot Dad's age, it will be
ard 100!. then Hot Dad said that next time dont put
candle just put bamboostick!. XD i said i cannot reach
so i will put chopstick instd rofl XD Lol... Lol... -_-"

*11 MARCH 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HOT DAD!.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!~ YEAH!~

HOT DAD!. I LOVE YOU!. XD
it's soo funny coz he had no idea what to buy for
Hot Mum's cadeau, so he got me to be his accomplice!.
then i got Hot Nabs n Hot Im along!. Lol... Lol... XD
but i was kinda on my own for his cadeau!. it's really
difficult to get a cadeau that he'd like coz he kinda
doesnt want anything so i had to think a lil more ;)

in e end i decided to give this!. XD [L] it's actually
a BK Rendang Burger n a hphone screen wiper. e
wiper is quite cute i took e girl part which says
"i give my heart to you" n gave him e guy part which
says "OHH~" Lol... Lol... i decided to annoy him back so
i wrapped his cadeau in 13layers of npapers ;) i managed
to lie to him saying that it's expensive n breakable so he
had to slowly open it while i enjoy laughing at him XD
so he was quite surprised when he found out XD he
actually liked e cadeau!. Lol... Lol... -_-"


ooh!. it is confirmed that i will be gg for e dental with
Hot Dad!. he's also gna get somein done to his grillz rofl ;)
haha yeah YOU BETTA WEAR SOMEIN NICE or you'll hv to
treat me soyabean icecream!. haha okay i still want e
icecream regardless :D can ar?. i got coupons ;D

MOTS: LOVE DARES YOU TO CARE!. :D
Cheers!. TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@babylookatmehereigo!.

*mon
I THINK I AM PSYCHIC!. :D Lol... Lol...
after midnight i had a vision that e exam
will be on LoA+Memo+Report!. then i had a
gut feeling that i needed to strengthen my
arms so i exercise before gg to sleep!. XD

when i reached A405 there wasnt enough seats.
so lame!. so i stole HottIes Ismail's seat coz he
hvnt reach yet. SORRY HOTTIES ISMAIL!. :D
BZC!. LoA really came out!. Lol... Lol... its abt
Paint Sprays. so im like wondering which one?!.
someimes they sound like they're referring to e
spraycans, n someimes it sounds like airbrushes.
so i didnt know whether i should write somein
specific back or just give a general ans. i hope
it doesnt affect my grade!. Lol... Lol... ;)

m-emo!. was abt Libs. haha it revealed e inner
hotdork in me!. Lol... Lol... i think it's cute. e
question topic i mean rofl ;) report!. it's abt
Simply Fun Park. at 1st i wrote e report then i
realized numbered it using Arabic Numerals instd
of Roman Numerals!. then in e end i recalled that
its supposed to be in e normal number form!.
Lol... Lol... i think i had some grammatical errors
n i didnt manage to sign off properly coz i spent
a lot of time attempting to write nicely!. :/

after that HottIes went to e cteen to eat n it
got dark coz it was gna rain n they switched on
e lights!. quite pretty right!. kinda yellow n pink!.


otw outta sch we saw HottIes Ms Nair near a van so...
HottIes Resi: eh what van is that ar?.
E'zzati Said: E-someinsomein electronics~
*i turn to e rest with an excited face*
HottIes Resi: omg dont tell me e sound system is here~
*HottIes ran towards e van excitedly*
E NEW SOUND SYSTEM IS IN E HOUSE!~ \m/
Lol... Lol... yay!~ cant wait to start Yr II with a
biiiig bang!. Lol... Lol... wah excidamntedness!. XD
THANKS MS NAIR N HOTTITES!. :D


otw to BishanInt i fell in crush!. Lol... Lol... it started
raining heavily n i walked a 'lil faster n i fell down!. :(
e mmt i fell he was e 1st tot that came to my mind!.
Lol... Lol... so i just sat there for awhile n laughed XD
ask me personally n i'll tell you who!. really!. i hv a
pHOTo of him in my purse!. [stalker right~ rofl XD]
Lol... Lol... some of you might know him or heard abt
it ald so yeah now then confirm i wna focus on him
["focus" eh~ rofl XD] so you can disturb me haha ;D

HottIes asked me what i think he wld do if he saw me
fall. we all came to an immediate consensus that he wld
laugh at me!. Lol... Lol... RAWR!. :) some other responses
were "is he THAT hsome?.", "WHY?!~" n that when i fell
my brain rolled out so that's why i like him. HottIes Coach D
recommends that i "shld just kiss him infront of his friends"
e next time i see him [siao!. XD] n supported it with
"who knows he might kiss you back~" 0_o" Lol... Lol...

my HotBabes said that i shld intro myself to him
[minus e kiss part], i kinda agree but i dont think he
will respond coz im not his type [dah mcm faham XD]
n he's always ard manymany girls so im kinda lazy to
get acquainted. some also think that i shld just forget
abt him coz he has sooo many girls ard him n hv heard
that he likes a friend of mine. but i dont really compare
myself to em coz they r who they r n i am who i am ;)

so now im kinda undecided on what i shld do. my
head is spinning but my heart is in e right place :D
wotcha think?. :) btw i bought BDP for motivation to
study at hm X) so yummariffic. ooh n i wna start
exercising. anyone got tips/suggestions?. heehee ;)


*tue
i realized that theres an almost-hole in my schpants at
e right side from ytd's fall!. :"( MKTG!. HottIes were
holy today!. Lol... Lol... when we saw e paper 1by1
went "Astaghfirullah!." or "Astaghfirullahalhazim~"!. XD
personally i also experienced e same thing n i cant find
a betta way to phrase it. but it was sooo funny!. XD
boo paper was not as interesting as it tot. aftersch
i went to Tpy to get Hot Dad's cadeau heehee ;D

*wed
sent Hot Im to mdrsh then went to AmkLib :) it was
smelly coz there was "some painting" gg on [really~]
Hot Nabs was hving a gd hair day so she decided to
meet me. we were fungry but it was too early to go
eat so we ate e ovalteenie that she won at her sch
competition [L] THANKS N CONGRATS HOT NABS!. :D
after waiting we finally went to AmkLjs. i still think that
Juncti8n Ljs is betta!. heehee while eating Hottie Haikal
entered n we realized that he worked there so i joked
whether we can get staff discount rofl ;) ketchup!.


after eating it was still early so we went to This Fashion.
Hot Nabs got carried away then she suddenly went
"eh, now what time ar?!" so i took my phone n was like
"err..." we rushed out to e meeting pt n noticed that
Hot Im was walking in circles alone so we decided to stay
at a spot n laugh at him until he turns n we'll wave at him.
stood for almost 1min i think!. Lol... Lol... XD walked to
AmkHub n we wanted to get a dessert in e end we bought
icecreams from this auntie. auntie joker seh she gave us e
ice cream 1by1 n had to repeat e same instructions[?]
3times. we laughed like crazy but i think she dno XD like
as if we cant hear when she told us e 1st time rofl XD


we sat at e B1fountain n sooo many ppl looked!. XD
Lol... Lol... Hot Nabs n i posed back but i hv no idea what
Hot Im did. it was sooo funny!. beside me there was this
couple engrossed in err... soft porn but no one looked at em!.
Hot Nabs was like "eh, we r more interesting than e
porncouple seh!~" Lol... Lol... i know, we're sooo cute!~
so cute that a few kids saw us n went "Ma~ nak icecream~"
n we were like "heehee ;)" XD in e bus we saw Paul Twohill :)


while eating Hot Nabs n i noticed that at Nyny 1 of e
Nynynistas was serving a very old grandma n instd of
taking her order standing up he actually squatted to her
eye lvl n explained EVERYTHING to her [7mins+-] :)
he's so ugly but so kindhearted. inspiring!. Lol... Lol... X)

*thu
169bus was like damnfast!. Lol... Lol... otw bumped into
Felix'zzati!. [L] Lol... Lol... shake it shakeshake uh shake it!~
haha okay nvm. saw someone reading Mypaper so i decided
to take a copy!. [R] Lol... Lol... sch was kinda empty so it
was kinda boring :( HottIes happy coz last day of exams :)


EPL!. was more fun than i tot it'd be!. of coz there were
some parts where i truly hv no clue but other than that
i kinda enjoyed it!. but 1 of e questions in Sect C got me
thinking. it asks for e "best place" to hold a dinner for a
buyover of an American co by a S'pore co. obj is to network
e 2 cos tgt n "get to know" each other betta [i know, i
giggled in e exam rm]. i really had no idea!. i wanted to
suggest Banquet as a joke. in e end i reccommended Vivo
[dno why it just popped up haha] ;D we also had to suggest
a doorgift n why. haha guess what i wanted to write!. XD

ytd when i was walking outta sch there was this 2mats on
a bike n they smiled at me. today it happened agn!. -_-"
unglam stalkers!~ haha eee dont want ar XD i'd rather
walk a lonely rd!~ XD otw hm a bankperson approached me
n asked if i m working so i said no n he didnt believe me!.
he said my earpiece was quite ex -_-" AM I REALLY THAT
NOISY?!. haha well i like my music loud!. XD after awhile
he asked me how old i am so i said "16" n he believed!.
Lol... Lol... OKAY HOTSTUFFS FROM NOW ONWARDS I AM
16!. Lol... Lol... The Crazy Case Of E'zzati Button rofl XD

today left me EMOXCITED!. it's a new adjective!. ;D
Emo+Excited!.. i cant tell you why but i wrote a poem
abt it [random, i know] i hope you like it!. :D

i put my bada$$ in
i push my 'lil heart out
i leave my soul in between
myself and the crowd.

sometimes i feel like im the best
sometimes i dont feel, i know
sometimes i feel like it's my quest
to put on a gd show.

sometimes i feel like giving up
and like there's nothing else i can do
but the only thing that's stopping this
is the one and only you :)

soyeah now exams r over. THANKS TO ALL HOTSTUFFS!.
for e love!~ Lol... Lol... n those who panicked along or
"encourage" or "remind" me to study ;) now we all can
resume our fbk activities!. hahaha yay okay i shall go
bloghopping in a bit faster blog now before i reach!. if
got no update you owe me Mcd Hot Fudge Sundae with
Oreo Cookie toppings!. XD Lol... Lol... ;D

MOTS: E ONLY THING THAT IS PREVENTING US FROM
GETTING WHAT WE WANT IS... OUR LAZY A$$!. :D
Cheers!. TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@youwillsingitallnightlong!.

*thu
woke up at ard midnight so i decided to go online :)
then i was thinking that today will be e last CnCw
session so i decided to give somein back. fyi, 1 of e
instructors is Mr Killer Gerbil himself!. i didnt know ITE is
that cool!. Lol... Lol... so i decided to draw my self-potrait
cover version of e Killer Gerbil!. Lol... Lol... so i drew
Killer Gerbie'zzati [L] then at e back of e paper i wrote a
message n drew my 'lil hero [C] after that i tot that
KGe'zzati was kinda plain so i decided to fill e star with
gold glitter [R] KILLERGERBIE'ZZATI!. RAWRRARRRARR XD


today sch starts at 9. bumpercars!. HottIes Liyana was in e
88bus behind me. bumpercars!. Hot Didi was walking infront
of me. BZTG!. BZC was taken over for MKTG. anw, didnt really
get some famous last words with Mrs Quek :( so yeeeaahh
THANKS MRS QUEK!. "Yours sincerely~" XD ROCK ON!. \m/

i had today totally planned out coz it's e last day of e term,
but dammit i got bitchslapped by life!. RAWR. tml's MKTG was
pre-poned[?] to aftersch today. means, we had 3hrs of mktg!.
duh i mentally wandered ard at e last hr but i found out what
it was all abt ;) i was sooodamnFUNGRY!. afterAFTERsch
HottIes were gna go out to eat n i was feeling murderous so
i just walked off to e toilet to sulk n be alone but surprisingly e
HottIesBabes found me!. -_-" ppl wna emo2 spoil mood only!~
Lol... Lol... they even found out e exact cubicle!. dammitdammit
now i need to find a new location!. Lol... Lol... they suggested
me to go get a drink at e cteen but i was semi-emo ald so i just
TTFNed em n went back to e toilet to continue sulking n be vain.
neoman isseumyeondwae deo baralge obneunde~ :)

EXAMS R LIKE BUSES!. they get in e way of e flow, make
things crowded, ppl use em as excuses, n they come n go!.
ooh n you need to bring ezlink!. Lol... Lol... XD so i sulked
until i happy then i went to e sch lib for CnCw. there was
even lesser turnout today!. Lol... Lol... i think it's coz it wasnt
marketed enough but nvm like fun like that secret2~ XD

today we had to do a comic strip!. so i tot of doing abt e
1st 2 boxes, then i decided to add my 'lil hero into it. here's e
story, morning glory!. 11Dec09, 8PM a guy was watching
Desperate Housewives!. 12Dec09, 8AM e guy had to sit for an
exam so he bcame a Desperate Student!. Lol... Lol... then my
'lil hero sensed that he was needed so he went up n fly!~ otw
a bird saw him n got shocked!. XD TO BE CONTINUED... ;D
DESPERATEhwives+DESPERATEstud+screamOsupremO=DESPERADO!.


after that i gave e instructor KGe'zzati n he was kinda
surprised!~ then he drew for me back!. Lol... Lol...
so cool rofl XD anw, i suppose he decided to exemplify e
fact that life imitates art!. Lol... Lol... but i still think
KGe'zzati is cuter!. mwahahaha THANKS MR KG!. :D


after that i decided to take a pHOTo with Instructor
Paint Dino [not P Diddy, Paint Dino rofl XD] Lol... Lol...
i still dont get what he was trying to do!. haha at 1pt
we wanted to photize but videoed instd n that's e
only time when he posed properly!. Lol... Lol... XD
mwahahaha THANKS PAINT DINO!. :D


ooh also gotta give a shoutout to all who made this
possible!. next time do agn n call me k heehee rofl XD
THANKS HOTTITES!. :D STAY HOT!. ROCK ON!. \m/

i was still fungry so i ate e candy that HottIes Matilda gave
out this morn. THANKS HOTTIES MATILDA!. :D i was stillstill
fungry so i bought Hot Fudge Sundae with Oreo Cookies!. :D
i was stillstillstill fungry n i wanted to buy Yakult but e
seller was unglam so i just walked it out~ -_-" okay nvm.


*fri
theres completely no sch, not even Sdo session!. :( TODAY
SOO MANY HOTSTUFF ASKED ME TO GO TO FAR EAST!.
reasons range from extreme seriousness [studying] to hving
a gd time [art shows/gigs] to being vain [camwhore] to
nothing ["we just go there n stone ar"]!. Lol... Lol... XD
ALL E BEST TO ALL E HOTSTUFF WHO HAD EVENTS GG ON!.
i was there in terms of spirit ;) muuuuuaaaahhhhhh!~ XD

in e end i accompanied Hot Mum to Simei to collect
Hot Nabs's hphone coz she said that if i dont follow her
then "she'll walk a lonely rd~" [she actually sang it XD]
at TmpInt we saw 4ppl walkg ard with e Ikea box!.
[L, green arrow] i didnt know Ikea had a street team!.
i tot e campaign only meant internally!. Lol... Lol... also,
i realized that there's a new Mrt station on e EW line
called Joo Koon!. [R1] sounds so similar with heartcandy's
hometown district right!. Lol... Lol... in e Mrt i saw that
Hot Mum actually listed me as "Princess Chocolate" in
her contacts so i made her change it. she suggested
"Chocobaby" so i blatantly asked for "Chocobang!." instd!.
she still wanted to keep e "Princess" part so yeah :)


at Eastpt Mall i realized that Show was gna come later
that day so i tot of staying to support but eventually
flocks of girls came so i just walked off :D [L] ooh!. i found
this 3D puzzlethingy n i bought e keychain version. it's
harder than you think!. i was sooo engrossed innit till i
finally manage to successfully make e heart!. :D hahaa
fun ar i feel like breaking it apart n re-doing it agn!. XD


i managed to get Hot Mum to sponsor me a sketchbk!. :D
n my fav pens were on promo so i bought 3pieces!. :D n
i bought a 'lil scissors!. :D YAY we ate at BurgerKing n e
kid's toy collection was damncute so i bought 1 n got e
airplane version!. there's this skeleton version it's like
ultracute anyone has it pls trade it with me!. rofl XD [L]
also bought a 'lil pink top n a new pair of jeans!. :D [R]
wooo haha yay today was fun~ THANKS HOT MUM!. :D


*sat
*screams* TML WILL BE E 1MTH ANNIVERSARY OF...
E BLINK 182 REUNION!. *screams* HAPPINESS!. XD
for those of you who still dno, BLINK 182 IS BACK ON
TRACK!. [pun intended] :"D Lol... Lol... "Thanks and
get ready..."!~ i miss you miss you~ ^^ always!. XD


*screams* double happiness!. QUEST CREW n BEATFREAKS R
E FINAL TOP 2!. GO QUEST!. GO BEATFREAKS!. but GO QUEST
MORE!. OMG DID YOU WATCH E FINALE?!. IT'S CRAZZZZIE!!!!~
QUEST WINS!. THEY R AMERICA'S BEST DANCE CREW AND
AMERICA'S BEST HAIR CREW!. WOOO!~ !D "not only you can
live your dream but you can live a dream on top of
your dream" X"D CONGRATS QUEST!. *screams*


triple happiness!. i won e studying contest betw me
n my heartcandy!. see he KO ald!. Lol... Lol... n!. he
uses e same kinda pen as me!. cute right rofl ;) omg
i'm soooo happy now that im getting lame hahaha okay
faster now your turn go blog then go study ald!. XD
ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR EXAMS HOTTIES!. :D


MOTS: IT'S NOT A QUESTION BUT
A LESSON LEARNT IN TIME!. :D
Cheers!. TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@andifyoustarttosingmysong!.

*sun 1Mar
decided to blog in sunday also coz i made a discovery.
HotSaids went to Novena!. otw i realized that both
Nabs n my shoes r most striking!. Lol... Lol... :D


what i like abt Novena... its partly heartcandy's district!.
Lol... Lol... so i shyiok sendiri all e way!. but e weird
thing is soo many ppl spoke to me in chi. went to eat
at e [boring] foodcourt. bought a biiiiig bowl of noodles.
i didnt intend to!. it was so much smaller in e picture!. :S


while waiting for bus i saw this ad [L] i think it's cute!.
soccerbomb rofl :) then i realized that Hot Dad wore e
same look as me!. shinystripes!. but i look betta ;D


i bought a ultracute file today!. :D [L] sooo motivated
to study n put my notes inside now!. :D Lol... Lol...
cute right!. like gothbaby~ ;D also got coupons from
Mr Bean, there was this donation section [R] for somein
called Operation Smile!. i also think it's cute!. XD


*mon
today in 88bus 2 guys wanted to sit beside me!. XD
in e end e hsomer one let e less hsomer one sit!. so
i gave him e "how-can-you-let-a-less-hsomer-guy-sit
-beside-me-in-e-bus face" n he came back n stood
beside my seat!. Lol... Lol... THANKS HSOMES!. :D

was early today :) sHOrTTIES RULE!. :D


Lol... Lol... aftersch i was feeling dorky so i went to
BishanLib to see if there's any gd stuff. when i reached
hm at abt 1700 i semi-slept!. it felt as if my body was
sleeping but my mind is awake!. freaky or what!. like my
spirit was hovering ard while my body's resting!. at ard
1900 i needed to weewee n it felt like my spirit just
re-entered my body n i fully woke up in like a split second!.

so i went to weewee then i continued sleeping. i slept
fully this time but i had a weird dream that i was playing
Counterstrike [?! wth rofl XD] with this guy n i somehow
end up on his blog but his blog was private so i had to
unlock it using e skills i learnt in Cs. weird!. Lol... Lol... XD
i woke up at 0100 so i went online but everyone was ald
asleep :( photobucket said that my acct is cancelled :"(

*tue
this morn otw A DOG CHASED ME!. i ran up e slope n
was confident that i lost it but i turned n he was still
running "faithfully" behind so i ninjitsu-ly ran up e stairs of
e bridge. when i reached e top it stayed downstairs n
started barking so i turned n RAWRed back!. then it just
walked off like nothing happened!. i think it's paiseh coz
it cldnt climb up n i can RAWR glammer XD CRAZY DOG!~

e mmt i reached sch it started to rain!. anw, i think that
e world is too floral!. even BZC is!. [top green arrow] XD
Lol... Lol... ooh btw e paper was set for 3Mar08 n we
diddit exactly on 3Mar09!. Lol... Lol... n!. i find e sentence
actcute [D] "Your profit is minimal already"~ rofl XD


for e 1st time, i eat rice from e Nasi Padang stall. i asked
e seller for less rice n from where i stood it looked just
nice so i was confident that i cld finish it but when she
passed it to me it was more than it seems!. so in e end
i really cannot finish!~ Lol... Lol... RAWRRARRRARR!. :D


then e HottIes went to e schlib. saw this stack of magz n
i tot that it's quite pretty for sucha mag!. so i JPEGed it.
peakpalette!. Lol... Lol... i like e greencolor :D n pink :D


today Ms Ema said that in e coming term our modules
will be Design Applications n Integrated Project!. wooo~
i hope that e design module is a solo thingy!. i soooo
wna see what all e HottIes come up with!. heehee!~
n that e integrated proj module will be a grpthingy!. i
kinda miss camwhoring with e rest of e crewppl rofl XD
MKTG II was at A301!. MEMORIES~ Lol... Lol... :D


then HottIes Liyana n i got a lil emo coz she lost her
Japanese pen n i kinda tore my bag a lil :( since
HottIes Matilda came back today we asked her to
treat us Paddle Pop Rainbow icecream n it was finally
available so she did!. THANKS HOTTIES MATILDA!. :D


aftersch HottIes went to eat n HottIes Liyana n i
decided to go dutch for 1 Large Fries n e cashierdude
kinda laughed at us!. i know, we're sooo cute!~ XD
ooh they played Just Dance when i was taking Ketchup :D
n HottIes Resi n Tj camwhored. walked ard j8 for abit :)


TODAY MY LIPS HURT VERY MUCH!. n i dno why!. :"(
HottIes Liyana commented that maybe it's coz i sat in an
air-conditioned rm for too long. i think so too?. Lol... Lol...
i lost my lipbalm :"( lucky sch was ending ald. anw otw hm i
alighted e 88bus n there was this blind man in front of me.

alot of ppl just ignored him. when we reached e rd n were
waiting to cross, he turned to face me a few times. when
crossing i paused my mp3 n he turned n kinda panicked so i
guided him by e elbow. then this auntie gave me this unglam
disapproving look like as if i was gna steal his $ or somein.
YOU DONT WNA HELP THEN STILL WNA SHOW UNGLAMNESS!.

anw, i got to know that he has this typing office job where
he types n listen to e sound to see if he typed correctly so
he was kinda depending on my mp3 for directions. i felt kinda
bad here n there coz someimes he mentions abt somein that i
hv overlooked n i replied "oh?. i didnt see it." i hope it didnt hurt
or insult him!. :( after i helped him board his bus i wondered.
AM I REALLY THAT NOISY?!. Lol... Lol... n then i wondered more.

WHAT WLD I DO IF I WAS BLIND?.
WHAT WLD I DO IF I TURN BLIND?.
WILL I STILL CAMWHORE?.
WILL I STILL DANCE?.
WILL I STILL BLOG?.
WILL I STILL DRAW?.
HOW CAN I STARE AT E GUYS THAT I THINK IS CUTE?!.

okay so maybe e last 1 was abit stalkish but ppl put in
effort to look cute so must acknowledge n look right?!. :D
Lol... Lol... so yeah i realized how much i depend on my
vision in my life n how much i dont appreciate it enough.
till then, it's all abt reality n making some noise :D

*wed
EPL was cancelled coz Ms Nair was course'd up so sch
started at 1100!. i woke up at 0800 so i took my own
damn time to bathe, n i was still early so i went online for
awhile :) reached early but HottIes Liyana reached even
earlier [we enthu or what?!] so met her in e cteen. MKTG
was at e ECHrm n i was kinda jakun so i camwhored a lil.
HottIes Stanley also actcute [L green arrow] rofl XD


L: PLEASE BE GENTLE WITH ME I'M JUST A KID!. ;D
R: life's ald overfloral so i put tumbleweed n cactus!. :D
Lol... Lol... NO, MY CACTUS ISNT HAIRY!. XD


anw, i realized that ECH is sooo not my thing!. no
wonder i didnt even think of applying for it. i was soo
bored n distracted n restless!. n e worst part is, you
cant wear your shoes inside. that's like...
UNNESSECCARILY LESSGLAMMING YOURSELF!. XD

aftersch we sat at foyer for awhile then we went
to Juncti8n. originally planned for Pastamania but
we were too fungry [catchy right?. XP] so we
KFC-ized instd. otw hm i saw Paul Twohill in e bus. XD
when i reached hm i burped then i fell asleep XD

MOTS: YOU DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT YOU'VE GOT
TILL IT'S GONE!. :D Ref: photobucket, vision, classrm...
AOB!. recently there has been some grammatical n
spelling errors i hope you dont mind hahahha ;)
Cheers!. TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

@ifitstobeitsuptome.

*thu
left with Hot Nabs. saw my dream automobile agn :)
bumpercars!. met Hot Didi at BishanMrt, i think she
was 82% awake. e 1st thing that she mentioned was
abt somein. it was even before her "usual question"!.
e mmt i stepped into sch [pun intended], i felt happily
awkward so she said that if i dont want ppl to look at
somein, i shldnt look at it too. she "learnt that from magic"
show off only!~ au fond, WITH ITE, I SHiNE!. Lol... Lol... XD


EPL we brought up what happened ytd XD then we got
to know our grades for Project EPL. i hope that e rest of
Tran$Cent$ got what they deserved!. n i mean that in
a positive way of coz ;D MKTG discussion HottIes Poo
said that my shoes looked as if i stepped on a mirrorball!.
Lol... Lol... BZC i started feeling ill so i kinda zoned out.
lost my pen. aftersch went to Juncti8n LJS ;)

LJS!. they played Thinking Of You agn. so i tot abt lotsa
things hard n ate a lil too fast :( was a lil late so i hurriedly
walked back to sch for CnCw. okay so maybe i was just
excited rofl ;) got back last wk's piece. it was edited a lil,
then we had to paint it. after painting it, [L] i was like
"ALAMAK!~ i use red n yellow now it looks like ronald mcd!~"
e turnout today wasnt much so Instructor Dino helped me
to paint it n make it look glammer n less mcd rofl XD [R]


after that i painted e bckgrd. i wanted pink but now i
think that e pink isnt pink enough!. -_-" i also repainted
over e words so now e name is spelt correctly!. :D [L]
so i handed it in n then Instructor Dino painted betw e
character n my bckgrd so now my 'lil hero looked like it's
glowing!. Lol... Lol... i love it tons!~ RAWRRARRRARR!.
rofl well you nv shine if you dont glow!~ XD [R]


when i finally handed in e final piece e other instructor
was like "fierce sia..." Lol... Lol... ooh i realized that...
SHOCKSHOCKHORRORHORROR!. E NEXT SESSION WILL
BE E LAST!. :'''''''''''( sadded!. T.T okay so it wasnt really
shocking, i mean i knew it long ago [it's on e sign -_-"]
otw back i realized that both HottIes Liyana n i were
emo today. RAWR. i dont think im ready for e holidays!.

anw, e boys at my table left early [a$$hole!.] means,
CnCw Ashita n i had to clean it up by ourselves. gosh they
wasted sooo much paint!. n still our pieces r glammer!. ;D i
feel kinda bad throwing out all e paint n there was this green
color that i liked so i put it on my nails n JPEGed!. [L] now
my nails r green!. Lol... Lol... after that i went to purchase
a secretcadeau for a secret person :) i m happy with my
decision!. :D Lol... Lol... guess what it is!. [R] RAWR ;D


*fri
missed 2 88bus!. RAWR!. was early anw so i read Today :)
then HottIes Resi found Cleo Dec 2008 at e table beside me!.
fated!. ;) Lol... Lol... so e HottIesHunks started reading it n
it was sooo funny to see their reactions!. Lol... Lol... then
MKTG Ms Ema let us go to e canteen for an informal revision
session n bfast coz today HottIes r break-free :D samosa is
yummy today i shouldve gotten less nuggets RAWRRARRRARR ;)
before leaving i exploded my nuggetbag n shocked ppl!. XD

BZC!. at D303 HottIes Sufiyan told me that i hv a fan n he asked
me to come to HottIes Qianning's table so i went n found this!.
Lol... Lol... at e top is a \m/ sign, then Izzati Said, with an arrow
pointing down n Greenday, ended with a smiley face!. Lol... Lol...
THANKS GRAFFIHOTTIE!. :D next time draw somemore, make it
glammer, n spell my name correctly okay rofl ;) it's short n sexy,
E-'-Z-Z-A-T-I S-A-I-D!. Lol... Lol... i hope you get to read this!. :D


EPTG!. EPL was switched with MKTG, at B105!. :D MEMORIES~
Lol... Lol... so camwhored a bit ;) decided to post e lessglam
pics n doodle on em haha :) was kinda looking forward to end e
day with a gd Sdo session n almost changed but i decided to
go to foyer n sit for awhile. so we were gitching n i was reading
my mag happily. dimelo?. session was cancelled!. sadded!.
means this wk i didnt hv any sessions!. RAWR!. bummer :(


so HottIeSdo Liyana n i continued to sit at e foyer for awhile
more coz she wanted to re-plan her day n i wanted to finish
reading n just enjoy e view!~ Lol... Lol... nothing much tho :(
i think they went for Friday prayers :) or maybe not haha ;)
anw e cancellation was kinda timely coz i was feeling kinda
ill so i went hm to rest n think abt lotsa things :D especially
abt tml!. RAWRRARRRARR i dno what to feel!. Lol... Lol... ;D

ooh!. did you watch AI VIII?~ i hv my fav!. ^^ Lol... Lol...
presenting... ADAM LAMBERT!. favoritefavoritefavorite!. :D
i love what Paula said abt his performance!. "i feel like im not
watching american idol, like watching e Adam Lambert concert."
Lol... Lol... was just looking ard for a favorite n when i watched
his grp performance he sealed his spot in my heart!. coz...
he cant dance rofl XD it was kinda funny to watch!. so cute
mwahaha hey at least he tried!. nvmnvm Adam you just sing
i'll dance for you hahahaahahahhaha XD Lol... Lol... i hope he
loses so i can tag him to come also like Ryan rofl XD *imagines*

ooh!~ not to forget. i also liked Nick/Norman's performance!.
sooo funny i actually think his singing is not bad :D n i also
like e fact that he used e whole stage. drama~ XD i hope he
gets chosen for e Wildcard rd!. Lol... Lol... i really wna perform
with Adam!. Eve can go for a holiday~ Adam & E'zzati!. ;D

*sat
today otw i donated to e Singapore Heart Foundation ;D
DANCE ELECTIVE!. arrived at Ite Simei at ard 0933. their
security guard sucks. met Sdottie Boon Ling n e rest. then
Mr Cho briefed us on what its gna be. excited!. 1st up is
a Latin Dance workshop session by an instructor from
Philippines!. WOOOO he's sooo gd!. Lol... Lol... it was sooo
fun i loved it i miss LD so much hahaha chachacha!~ XD


after that another instructor came n we got another
briefing before getting seperated. i was Grp 3 #12!. :D
did some contemporary dance as our audition. i didnt
get thru for e Dance Elective but i acted cool until i
reached e bstop n i was alone so i cld cried!. T.T
APOLOGIES TO ALL THE HOTSTUFFS!. :(
THANKS TO ALL THE HOTSTUFFS FOR THE LOVE!. :D

so i got emo in e bus.


i camwhored with Corpse Bride-esque camera effects.


i realized that there's still a long future ahead of me. [?]


i received a text from Hot Nabs so i did her pHOTo style.


i like this pHOTo!. looks like classical emo!. [? rofl XD]


i love this pHOTo most!. :D


bowling for snow [ice] :D


this wk's MOTS: IF IT'S TO BE, IT'S UP TO ME!. :D
AOB!. i now realize that there r so many naturally talented
ppl in e world. i hv concluded that i wna be someone that
is not born of talent but through effort :D so yeah i guess
it's back to my drawing board!. ;D Cheers!. TTFN!. :D


Love xoxoxox Nebs